The very last thing...
I'm under a great deal of stress.
I am working for my fathers struggling marine diesel repair business.
I was almost evicted last week, and will face it again unless I pay rent on time in 2 weeks.
My mother is suffering from sever bi-polar disorder and was just diagnosed with early onset dementia.
My little sister manipulated our grandparents into signing over some property under false pretenses, essentially committing fraud against her own family. She also abandoned our mother to fend for herself, knowing she needs to be looked after 24/7.
My darling little sister is no longer considered part of the family.
I have all the reasons in the world to go absolutely apeshit.
But it is the very last thing on my mind.
I just keep plugging away, trying to survive, hoping eventually I will be able to actually prosper.
I just can't understand how going nuts and murdering people fixes anything.
