Help me NOT to call my ex who dumped me. I am weak!

[Phillycat]

So it's been since the 27th of November since he dumped me. I haven't heard from him at all and I don't expect to. It was a rough, mean sort of dumping. I have not called, written, emailed, nothing. No contact.

I am not crying every day anymore, but I'm still crying all the time. The weekends are worse, and of course New Year's was worse still. I was awfully lonely for him and remembering the good times, which were very very good. I thought about him all weekend and haven't been able to get him off my mind today either. I know exaactly where he is right now, I could just pick up the phone and say hello...hear that voice that I miss so dearly.

I know rationally that this is a very stupid thing to do, but I'm having trouble, DUers. Help me realize that I should NOT pick up that phone. Thanks in advance.