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My daily toil involves reading a variety of bloggers, a raft of news sites many of them international. I'm not really sure what I am searching for anymore...in the beginning it was proof to sooth my soul that America could not or would not drift down the dark road of fascism and totalitarianism.
Democracy - by its very definition should not allow such a thing to happen - I naively pondered....and yet the signs are there. Perhaps my cynical view of Bush is clouding reality. Perhaps I can't see the good because I personally dislike him so very much - to a molecular level.
Maybe it is war fatique. In the beginning I was outraged at America actually invading Iraq. And I waited to see the outcries...I waited to see sanctions immediately imposed on the roque state of the USA. I waited to see the political cost exacted on President Bush over the Abu Ghraib scandal and other ensueing torture stories. Heck, I am STILL waiting to see some sort of political damage over the war period. Or how about the fake news stories that the White House PROUDLY produces? Any outrage over that? Anything?
Well - it must be the war fatique. Things that should turn our blood cold - we barely pay attention to anymore. We have been accosted and flooded with images of war, murder, torture and pain. And sadly - we are beginning to forget what it was like before. Before the corruption - the blatent corruption of the government...do any of you recall what it was like then? When we could walk down the street openly and smile to our Arab neighbors...and they smiled back? Of course it gets worse than this - it is not only Arabs who frown at us these days.....
Well, enough ranting....I miss Bill. I really do. I miss his optimism, his statesmanship, his candor, his speeches. I miss the gut feeling that when you hear him talk - you feel good about yourself and the possibilities of mankind. I miss the feeling that even if you disagree with him - he listened to your point of view...took that into account - like you were worth something and that even though he disagreed with whatever your point was - you were still a benefit to society.
Am I alone?
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