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Most people who knew Ted Bundy and John Wayne Gacy thought they were very nice fellows too. Most serial Killers seem completely benign and are very, very good at getting people to drop their guard around them. They learn behaviors that get people to trust them, and see them as good, or at least harmless. That's how can take advantage of their victims. I remember when you posted about your case. Keep reminding yourself that it was all a sick manipulation. He went in search of vulnerable people and manipulated them into letting him kill them. Do you think that if you or they would have changed their mind while it was happening, that he would have stopped?? I think, if he did, in fact, kill others he would have rationalized that they still wanted it done and proceeded. I see a lot of parallels with his sick mind and that of a rapist. Would you feel pity on him if he was corresponding with you to rape you? I think what he did is like mental rape as well as murder. He got people to trust him, connived to use their depression and hopelessness to feed his sick desires and then, when they have served his purposes, he moved on to the next. He never, never, never, had any care or consideration for you no matter what he said. He was a grand schemer who preyed on the vulnerable. He was the lowest form of slime who was good at talking a game. You should rightfully be proud that he is locked up.
Tucker, you are a valuable asset to this community here. I think the most important thing you could do is appreciate that value, or at least, recognize that there are those of us who care what happens to you . This monster sought to steal your light from us,and others who care about you to forward his own twisted agenda. You did a good thing, allow yourself to be loved and appreciated for it. Most of all, have faith in yourself enough to know that you made the right decision.
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