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My mind is going a thousand miles an hour. I keep thinking about all the stuff I have to do. I am in year 6 (!) of being a part-time grad student and I don't know if I can finish. I want to, but every time I sit down to work, I find myself paralyzed with inaction. I look for any excuse not to do my work: laundry, chores, errands, whatever. In addition, I have no confidence. None. Nobody ever realizes this but I have never had confidence in myself, despite getting almost all As in school. I just don't know what to do. I can't seem to shut my mind off in order to sleep. I know that things usually look brighter in the morning. I seem to get the middle of the night crazies a lot though because I worry about EVERYTHING. If I said this out loud, it would sound crazy. So I am typing on the internet. Somehow it helps.
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