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Edited on Tue Jan-25-05 03:56 PM by nashville_brook
Federal law enforcement offcials nationwide target docs for prescribing pain meds. there is state intrustion on the patient-doctor relationship and the criminalization of medicine.
i didn't know this. i couldn't understand why my docs wouldn't treat my pain. what else are they there for, i wondered.
with every opiod scrip, doctors risk their careers, freedom and reputations. because of the War On Drugs, doctors risk prison by prescribing narcotics such as oxycontin (which a decade ago was heralded as a miracle drug -- much safer than Darvon or other drugs which can depress respiratory function). under the bush administration, states now receive $138 million to TRACK and MONITOR prescription of opiods.
there is a chilling effect to say the least.
the day i decided i couldn't take the pain anymore was nearly a year after i got out of the hospital (I spent nearly 5 months the hospital, 4 of which i had a morphine pump). i was at work, sitting at my desk in tears. i had gone that whole year barely making it to work and back home to sleep. chronic pain makes your mind play tricks on you. pain gets expressed as fatigue, irritability and depression. the day i started calling my docs the pain had spun out of control. i called my GP and INSISTED they see me immediately, over their objections (my back surg and neuro surg flat out refused to see me). when the nurse took my blood pressure and got my notes, she whispered to me that my doctor would not treat my pain. she said that she had a chronic pain problem and that she had to go to a pain clinic to have it treated. she offered to give me the name and number of her her doc -- but i didn't take it b/c i didn't want to get her in trouble. just knowing the "deal" was enough.
i had never imagined myself as a "chronic pain" sufferer. i got online and read everything i could on chronic pain. so many familiar stories! so many stories of people who finally got treatment. i got jealous. why can't i get treatment?
it took a while, but i'm finally under the care of a great pain clinic. my docs there are awesome! they take the time to talk and educate and they care about how i *feel.*
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i am so glad the info on vioxx and bextra is finally coming out! these drugs did nothing aspirin can't do except make me horribly ill. my intuition is that these drugs were over-prescribed b/c docs wanted an alternative to prescribing real pain relievers. _________________________
one other thing -- if you ran into me at the at the grocery store you wouldn't be able to tell that i'm anything but a 30-something wearing funky shoes. i have a husband, two dogs and lots of friends. i'm active in the community and very much into being fit and healthy. the stigma is that chronic pain sufferers are shut-ins, chain smokers and "on the dole." that's just not the case.
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