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This weekend especially, I have been wondering what on earth is going on. Everyone, including myself, seems to be irritable, people are getting into constant arguments, there is a feeling of lost moorings. I had been feeling pretty stable and content for many months, even despite the election and everything else going on, but I can't seem to shake the mood I'm in now.
Have you noticed this too?
Anyway, I've been trying to find answers as to what might be happening, so I checked in here, as I often do, and saw your post. I clicked on the link, and question #5 really helped me. I can't paste it all in; here's just a snippet from Karen's answer to question 5.
Because the latter part of October (and really, very slowly in the months leading up to then as well) thrust us yet again into a very new space, there was much that no longer fit. In addition, we had reached a very pivotal point on the planet, had brought enough of the old or old reality up to where we once were, and our prior roles were very suddenly over and done with.
This was a massive phase that was now complete. The roles and the energy we had infused into the planet since roughly 2000, were now no longer needed. So then, the critical mass has now reached the energy space that we had been holding for so long. This created a sudden dis-connect for many of us. We were now done with what we had been doing for so long. Our prior roles were now done and over.
This permanent and complete dis-connect could be felt as feelings of worthlessness, confusion, feeling lost, feeling invalidated and unappreciated, and perhaps feeling now useless. But you can see why this would be so, as the space we had been holding for so long, was now over.
We may have found ourselves now asking, “Who am I now? What in the world am I supposed to be doing? Does anyone care? Does anyone even know that I am alive? Was all the work I have done up until in vain? Did it even make a difference? Things are still so very ugly and dark, will things EVER get better? What in the world is going on and where am I supposed to be? How will I now survive?” Or perhaps, “Why am I being treated so disrespectfully, why am I being ignored, and why is no one hearing me or remotely understanding what I am saying?”
There's more, but this really helped get me thinking. Thanks.
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