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some say UNKNOWN, some I don't recognize and since I've had to say NO too many times in the last 6 months especially, I just don't answer!
I WONDER all the time when we will be able to RISE UP and say ENOUGH! I don't know how to go about it, don't know WHO to look to for it, so I just try to make the best of my own little world these days.
Living in this very Red county I feel TRAPPED and mostly AFRAID! Both my husband and I try to find small jobs we can do to make extra money to make ends meet now. We are both in our 60's and have never been upper class so we know what hard work is. It's not easy, but he been a "fixer-up" man since forever, and I can still do yard work and trimming plants, etc., but it's getting harder. My back has been bad for a very long time and I have to work slowly, but we do what we can. And his health isn't what it used to be. Since heart problems run in both our families, we both take meds for heart issues. But, not as bad as some because we aren't overweight and we do watch our diet. But age does have a way of saying things to you that you don't want to hear. Like bones that don't bend and muscles that ache more easily. And yes, we do get plenty of exercise, it's just not at a gym!
Never have I seen anything like this, and as a Boomer there are days I just say I'm glad I may not be around to see what the real collapse will look like. And I've even tried to ignore all the bad news and stay away from blogging too. It has decreased, but politics has been an addiction of mine since I was very, very young.
But I know for my own mental health that I've got to stay away more often, it's gotten to me before and I can hardly bear it much anymore.
Sorry for being such a downer, but I feel lost.
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