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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:42 AM

Steve's last lesson. (my youngest son's death)

Steve’s last lesson.

You are a man …let’s say 35 to 40 ish.

Were you a “jock” in high school/college?
Remember all those times you were hurt and the coach said “walk it off”?

Sports injuries are a part of life when you are a teen/twenty-something, and your youth pretty much guarantees that in a few days you’ll be okay.

But NOW, you are a grown-up man, who may have put on a few pounds. Perhaps you choose fast food because you are in a hurry or it just tastes good to you. You like to watch sports, and sports means snacks.

You are still active and do physical things (my son routinely hung garage doors, laid tile, worked a full-time job, did yard work, hiked, etc.)

My son’s death can be a lesson.

His death was because of a massive heart attack at age 41. He also had sky-high cholesterol, arterial plaque, high blood pressure, and an enlarged heart.

These were all undiagnosed.

Why?

Because, like so many men, he was still strong and felt okay, so he did not go to the doctor.

None of these issues came on suddenly, and he had health insurance, so any of them could have been diagnosed by a doctor with ample time to treat them. Perhaps he would have still had a heart attack, but he might have had enough time to treat these issues, change his lifestyle and diet, and could have lived a much longer life.

We will never know because that did not happen for him.

Once you hit your 30’s, please investigate family health histories, just in case your family has issues that might affect you as well. Steve knew there was a history of heart disease in our family, but he felt strong and shrugged it off.

He was a busy guy and even though his wife and I reminded him to go to the doctor for his shoulder pain (a “strained muscle”), he did not go. He promised he would, but he didn’t. That “strained muscle” may well have been a precursor; a warning sign his body was sending.

We will never know, and all the “shoulda/couldas” are in vain now.

All we have now is the insane grief that’s left behind.

This is not to blame him, because we all are in denial sometimes, and we all think we have time to deal with difficult issues. We all rationalize our aches and pains.

You love your life, love your wife, love your family.

Do you want your Mother to cry every day for the rest of her life? Do you want your wife to be a young widow, crying herself to sleep every night? Do you want your children to be fatherless?

Please see a doctor to get a baseline, a heads-up while there is time to do something about it.

Do it for your family,
Do it for your friends.
Do it for Steve.
Do it for YOURSELF.
(1st pic is from the world cup in Brazil, 2014
2nd one is his "jock" pic, a personal favorite of mine)


https://www.dropbox.com/s/36bzn5kuvxidtxx/STIGGINS.mp4?dl=0&fbclid=IwAR2cN2n_i4e3dPlA41GblF7-kyne2-LSG1Tj4l_scrM5czLYgwTApo86CRM
link is for the lovely video presentation at his ceremony of remembrance..It was at a soccer field and about 350 people drifted through..He had so many friends

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:46 AM

1. Thank you for sharing. A beautiful son. I'm sorry for your loss.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:47 AM

2. I'm sorry to hear that. I lost a football buddy exactly the same way. In the two and a half

years since, I have lost 140 pounds and gotten off the BP meds. He got my attention.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:48 AM

3. With deepest condolences.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:48 AM

4. Oh no. I can't imagine the pain

of the loss of your child. I am so so sorry.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:49 AM

5. I am so sorry, over the loss of your son.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:51 AM

6. Still a young man--such a loss. I am terribly sorry.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:51 AM

7. ...

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:11 AM

8. This nearly did me in

Im so sorry.
My son is the same way.
He just turned 37
But has a bad weight problem.
Im not as brave as you.
Hes my only child and i wont make it
With out him.

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Response to MFM008 (Reply #8)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:21 AM

10. what a truly shitty club we belong to..

When my husband of nearly 50 years died in 2018, I could wrap my brain around it, but not this..

I too am not coping well at all, but I do take some meagre solace from the fact that this was fast (it was a "widowmaker" heart attack, so he did not lay there suffering for long) and even an ambulance would probably not been of much if any help.

He was the baby of the family and my "soulmate" child..he looked like me and our senses of humor were in sync..

I am so glad I am old..I don't want to carry the burden of his loss for a long time.. PM me if you ever want to call and talk..

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:15 AM

9. I can't even imagine the depth of your pain. A young and promising life cut short. The video was

wonderful and a fitting tribute. Thank you for sharing.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:23 AM

11. We also lost our son at 41 the exact same way. It's heartbreaking.

My deepest sympathy.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:23 AM

13. Your brilliant love shines a hard light.

Someone's life will be saved because you've said this.

I'm so sorry for your loss, grateful for your sharing how loved he was by so many.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:24 AM

14. I am very, very sorry to learn of what must be unimaginable pain you must be in.

Please accept my deepest condolences.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:42 AM

15. Hugs to you

My son died at that same age.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:43 AM

16. Thank you for this. For the reminder.

For Steve ....

I'm so sorry. Folks tend to take health for granted & make excuses for not seeing a doc.

You may have saved a life for someone or their loved one here.




I'm lucky that my 33yo, who had shoulder pain, saw a doc...& exercises regularly (runs & wall climbs where he injured his shoulder). He lost 15lbs earlier this yr...for his g.f.

We need affordable health care & reminders (& nagging if needed) to use it.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:43 AM

17. My deepest sympathy in the loss of your son.

I know so many young men who are probably in the same condition and they feel their youth keeps them safe.

So sorry.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:43 AM

18. A great tribute

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:54 AM

19. Oh, my goodness. I am so sorry.

I just can't imagine what you and your family must be going through right now. Your loving words about your son may save someone else from the same fate, and how generous of you to think to share them. Comfort, strength, and peace to you and your loved ones, and hugs. Many hugs.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:58 AM

20. I'm so sorry for your loss.

You are absolutely correct about a lot of men not going to the doctor when they leave home. When I married my husband at 41, he hadn't seen a doctor since he was 18. I told him if something happened to you, an illness or an accident, you have no medical record in this state. Also, if you had some blood test that showed something completely out of whack, doctors wouldn't know if it was something that's been going on a while or if it was due to your current condition since they don't have any baseline testing on you. I also told him if he had a stroke that left him so disabled that I would have to wipe his ass and tend to all his bodily functions, I would do it, but he would hear about every day if it happened because he refused to see a doctor. He went once, then didn't go again until he was 50 and started going yearly. Though he was in really good physical shape, he's been the one with several hospitalizations over the years.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 02:01 AM

21. Your beautiful, heartrending eulogy brought tears to my eyes, my dear SoCalDem...

I am so very sorry for your loss. I cannot even imagine how terrible this is.

And my words cannot really convey my deep feelings. Please be good to yourself.



for Steve and all who mourn his death.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 02:01 AM

22. Thank you. I am so sorry.

I’m good with words mostly, but some things defy them. Yours are powerful. May you all, somehow, find peace.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 02:04 AM

23. I am so sorry

...but what a great collection of memories you will always have, you and all who love him.

I watched the whole video and was amazed at what a wonderful life he lived - so much joy, so much fun, so many who loved him.

Bless you and your family, and while time may soften the pain, it can't ever fade the love you shared.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 02:19 AM

24. I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved son.

 

It is just so tragic. What a lovely tribute to him and what an important message in his honor. Thank you for this very important reminder. I hope your son is resting in peace.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 02:27 AM

25. Handsome young man

He left the world way to soon. Your advice is excellent. I am so sorry for your loss, and for the rest of his family's loss.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 02:43 AM

26. Please accept my condolences.

It must be very difficult for you right now. Peace be with you.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 02:49 AM

27. I am so sorry for your family's loss.

May your son have eternal rest and be surrounded by perpetual light.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 03:02 AM

28. I am so very sorry.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 03:05 AM

29. Very, very sorry . . .

Sorry for sadness and pain for you and your son's wife, children and mother. Kind of you to remind each of us to see our m.d.s. Take care. Sounds like your son has a good family and enjoyed his life and that is good.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 03:14 AM

30. Oh, SoCalDem... no parent should have to bury their child... I'm so sorry...

There is no pain, no grief to even approach it.

Holding you and your family in the Light.

May Steve's memory become a blessing and a comfort, and may you find some comfort from the place within your heart where Steve will be forever.

Thank you for sharing this- both Steve's story, a little chance to know him through your memory, and the reminder that our need for each other's love carries the responsibility to care for ourselves, too.

sadly,
Bright

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 03:22 AM

31. Thank you for sharing this with us

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 05:36 AM

32. Deepest condolences

I am so deeply saddened by your loss. May you find peace in your beautiful memories. 💗

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 06:18 AM

33. So sad

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 07:09 AM

34. The love for your son is a beautiful tribute you've chosen to use to help others.




I'm so sorry for your loss but so proud that you've chosen to try to use tragedy to help others.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 07:30 AM

35. So young... I'm so sorry

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 07:44 AM

36. Deepest sympathy at your loss

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 07:48 AM

37. My most profound condolences.

My heart goes out to you.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 07:54 AM

38. Sooo sorry SoCalDem



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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 08:05 AM

39. I am so sorry

You have suffered so much loss the last few years. It is not fair to have a child die. I have an adult child with medical problems and it is devastating to face her potential death.

:hugs:

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 08:10 AM

40. Words are never enough at a time like this

And so we fall back on "Sorry for your loss" and other set phrases that are inadequate.

Thank you for sharing and may you find peace in the remembered joy.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 08:23 AM

41. I am still alive now because I learned that lesson early

My dad's parents died of heart attacks before they reached 70 years old. I read up on symptoms, and my employer insists on yearly physicals. Blood tests revealed elevated cholesterol decades ago, and warned me to read up on danger signs, and take counter-measures if they showed up. Eventually, in 2004, I started having what I recognized to be danger signs. I sought out a cardiologist immediately, and he recognized that I was in acute mortal danger. Only due to my low blood pressure was I still alive at that point.

Within 72 hours of the first visit, I was resting in a hospital bed with my newly inserted stents keeping my coronary arteries open. If I hadn't done that, I wouldn't have lived to see May Day, 2004.

Take any and all danger signs seriously. Take it from one who has been there. You might not get a second warning.

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Response to DFW (Reply #41)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 09:29 AM

45. That is the ultimate irony here

Steve and his two brothers recently spent 3 weeks here with me. They had time off due to covid, so they made a gorgeous bathroom for me, created a magnificent pantry and a new laundry room.. they were all under mom's care again and we talked about MY eventual demise..where things were..like insurance policies, bank accounts. etc..
I cooked healthy meals for them every day for 3 weeks..and I also joked with them about our "short life genes".people in our family do not usually live very long..

Little did I know that in a month the baby of the family, would be gone at 41.

They did not completely finish the bathroom so Steve and Maria were planning to come back for a few days ..I called Steve the evening of Oct 1st so we could have a few laughs about trumpies covid diagnosis, and to get the dates set for their visit..Oct 23-27. were the dates.

He would be gone by 7 pm the next day.

November was a blessing..at least I no longer see STEVE & Maria on my calendar..couldn't bring myself to delete it

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Response to SoCalDem (Reply #45)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 09:36 AM

46. I lost a cousin who was 41

He had a glioblastoma, which also killed his mom a few years later. If it weren’t for my maternal grandfather, who lived to the age of 102, I suspect I would have been ten years gone by now.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 09:16 AM

42. I am so sorry, my dear SoCalDem 💔

My virtual arms are around you (((((((((((hugs)))))))))



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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 09:18 AM

43. My deepest condolences...

May his memory be a blessing.



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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 09:24 AM

44. So heartbreaking...

... I'm very sorry for your loss. I can only begin to imagine your pain and sadness. This was a great post, thank you.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 09:52 AM

47. I am so very sorry for your loss, SoCalDem.

Amidst your grief, you are trying to educate us. I just know Steve would have approved.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 09:56 AM

48. He must have been a lovely guy. His memorial video shoes so much love.

Wishing you a good heart healing. I don’t know how we bear loss like this.

I will be thinking of you and holding you and him and your whole family in the light

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 09:59 AM

49. I'm so sorry, SoCal. I'll pass on Steve's lesson.

I immediately felt an anxious clutch because of our own precious son, of course, a young middle aged, healthy and active but carrying a few extra pounds, and was immediately relieved to remember eye surgery next week means he's been recently checked out. Premature cataracts in both eyes (!) as a twist of fortune that forced this one to the doctor.

I'll be telling him anyway and ask him about his friends.




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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 10:01 AM

50. My sincere sympathies, SoCal

I am so sorry

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 10:06 AM

51. I'm so sorry for your loss, SoCalDem. Very same thing happened to my 43 yr old nephew

about 3 years ago. Very same thing.

It's so terribly sad to see such a young, vital life taken, totally by surprise. Not getting to say 'good-bye' is it's own devastating pain that makes closure next to impossible, it seems.

Sending you and your family much comfort and sympathy.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 10:42 AM

52. So very sorry for your loss 😢

He looks like a great guy xoxo

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 10:44 AM

53. So very sorry for your loss 😢

He looks like a great guy xoxo

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 10:48 AM

54. I should listen

 

I'm a man who'll be 45 soon.

I've lost some weight.

I know I have HBP.

I probably have borderline diabetes.

I don't have great insurance.

I'm saving to make sure my kids get thru college smoothly without worrying about the bills.

I'm afraid what the doctor will tell me.

Sorry for your loss.

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Response to NorthOf270 (Reply #54)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 11:44 AM

58. Please see a doctor.

The money saved for college will be for naught if you die prematurely. A widow's life is very hard when she has to raise kids alone. Spend some of it to make sure your health is taken care of❤.

My son had plans...he was prepping for Dubai world cup in 2022..he and his wife were almost at their paid up house goal..he planned to retire early so they could travel more..Oct 2 ended all of it.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 11:31 AM

55. So very sorry for your loss...

Sending you love and peace.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 11:44 AM

56. My heart breaks for you nt

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 11:44 AM

57. My heart aches for you. I am so sorry for your loss.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 11:52 AM

59. Thank you for sharing and warning us.

I just made an appointment for my spouse's physical last week. It's been about four years since his last one. His doctor had moved and not told anyone or referred his patients to a new caregiver.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 11:59 AM

60. Can't imagine the pain you and family must be in.

I’ll pass the lesson on to my son.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:01 PM

61. SoCAlDem...

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss....

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:01 PM

62. So, So sorry for your loss.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:14 PM

63. So heartbreaking. May your wonderful memories give you some comfort.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:21 PM

64. Very sorry for your loss ..

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:33 PM

65. I'm so sorry SoCalDem

41 is so young. and the shock. my heart hurts for you and Steve and all of your loved ones.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:47 PM

66. I'm so sorry to hear of your loss.

Please know you and your family will be in my heart.




Laura

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 12:51 PM

67. I opened this link with a feeling of dread.

Perhaps I hold too much empathy to be reading stories like this, but I can't look away. I'm so, so sorry that this tragedy visited your door.

I had always had a vague sense of being bulletproof, and I have never been shy about taking whatever problem I might have to the medical professionals. In late 2009, early 2010, I had a flu that morphed into pneumonia, and we just could NOT get a handle on it.

It turned out to be a Staph A infection in my heart, which is a difficult diagnosis. Not everyone is subject to this extreme malady, but I had a congenital heart murmur, and that's the underlying condition. My cardiologist and the surgeon both said it was the most damaged heart they had ever seen someone survive.

After having a chunk of the heart muscle excised, and two valves replaced, I now have a regimen of interface with the medical community, as frequently as once a week or as seldom as once a month. Although the regimen is usually not too intense, there are some annual and semi-annual rituals I have to attend as well, but all of that is a damned site better than dying.

It is something that people need to take very seriously, should they also have a heart murmur. Thank you so much for making that advice such a central part of your bitterly sad story.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:39 PM

68. Thank you so much for sharing.

Joe Biden said that action is the remedy for profound grief.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:48 PM

69. a beautiful post and a sober reminder...

for everyone.

The video proves he had a wonderful life - cut too short. I am so sorry for your loss.

PS. And what a sense of humor he must have had to pose in his underwear and a nightgown!

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Response to Phentex (Reply #69)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 06:54 PM

89. He was a party animal

He found my nightgown and just had to pose.😁

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:51 PM

70. I am so sorry for your loss. There are no words. nt

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 01:58 PM

71. I'm so very sorry.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 02:01 PM

72. I am so sorry for your loss

Wishing you peace and comfort at this terrible time What a beautiful tribute, you have so many cherished memories.

He was way too young, this is a tragedy. We all need to get screened for possible health issues whether we have symptoms or not, especially if there is a family history. If you have symptoms and or family history go to a good doctor and keep at it until you have an answer. My mom had symptoms of the brain aneurysm that took her life but it was not diagnosed in time. I also had a friend who passed at 30 from a massive heart attack, he had pain his arm in the days preceding as well.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 02:03 PM

73. Feel ya! And it is a great lesson to share

The love of my life dropped dead from an enlarged heart Oct 14. He wouldn't go to Dr either. Always an excuse. I am not being negative. It is fact. And your story should speak to some people. You did a great job of making a good case. I am not able to be so articulate. Good on ya.

I am so sorry you lost your loved one to this!

((Hugs))

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 02:07 PM

74. So sorry for your loss.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 02:07 PM

75. I can't imagine...

so sorry....

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 02:18 PM

76. So, so sorry.

Sending love~

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 02:31 PM

77. Condolences on your loss....

May he rest peacefully forever in your heart....💙

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 02:41 PM

78. Thank you for sharing your Steve with us

Hugs and love

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 03:10 PM

79. that was a beautiful tribute to him--I watched every minute and feel as though I know him...

... and love him too. What an incredibly full life he had! He wrung every last drop out of the time he got that he could. So many trips to all kinds of places--he really saw the entire world! (Although I didn't see a picture of either the North or South Pole... I'm sure he would have gotten to them eventually.) There must be hundreds of people who genuinely feel as though they lost their best friend--it was so striking how many friends there were in all of those pictures.

He had so much more living to do, which makes his way-too-early death so tragic. But he got so much out of his time here on earth.

He loved and was so loved by so many. His life was so short but it was so good.

I am so sorry for your loss, and so glad that his life was extraordinarily bright and brilliant while he was here.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 03:28 PM

80. This breaks my heart. My thoughts are with you.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 03:29 PM

81. So sorry to hear about this.

No parent ever should ever have to bury a child.

Laz lost his first child to SIDS and it still affects him 31 years later, especially around the birthday in September, Christmas, and oddly enough, today - Trevor died today. He's off doing busy house work now, trying not to think too much of small children today.

At 30, at 40 - one still feels somewhat immortal. And there's just too much that has to be done. Seeing a doctor regularly is something children, the disabled, or old folks do. Not people raising families and working..
But we should all see at least a GP every year, and be honest about things like numbness, forgetfulness, shortness of breath, aches and pains in the torso and head areas, gastric distress; all these things are symptoms of potential major issues developing, even if we aren't already diagnosed with some sort of co-morbidity issue.

Again, Laz and I are so sorry you are going through this.



Haele

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 03:35 PM

82. I am so sorry for your loss!

I lost my first husband at 33 to his third heart attack. (his first was at 26 and he was very athletic and busy) It was devastating to my kids and me, but, I cant even imagine losing a child, even grown, although my son had his first heart attack at 40, last year. (He is doing well)

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 03:44 PM

83. *HUGS* SoCal

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 04:52 PM

84. Sending you 💕💕💖💖💕. Thank you for helping others despite your pain.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 05:23 PM

85. I'm so sorry for your loss

There are no words to express such grief, when a beautiful, young person with so much to live and love for, passes on so suddenly. My heart goes out to your and your family.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 06:03 PM

86. Deepest condolences.

My father died a week ago. He would have been 85 in December. He had a pretty good life. He wasn't exactly the greatest father or husband in the world, emotionally speaking, though he was a good "provider," as the priest as his funeral mass put it.

Still, my grief is debilitating. I can't even imagine how hard this is for you and the family.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 06:05 PM

87. so very sorry...



we lost a son last year...

I find comfort in Joe Biden's words “There will come a day, I promise you, when the thought of your son, or daughter, or your wife or your husband, brings a smile to your lips before it brings a tear to your eye. It will happen. My prayer for you is that day will come sooner than later.”

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Response to handmade34 (Reply #87)

Tue Nov 3, 2020, 05:40 AM

99. I cannot imagine life without him in it

How do you go on ?? My heart breaks for you and everyone enduring this agony..

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Response to handmade34 (Reply #87)

Tue Nov 3, 2020, 05:41 AM

100. I cannot imagine life without him in it

How do you go on ?? My heart breaks for you and everyone enduring this agony..

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 06:54 PM

88. ...

this is too devastating. I am so sorry for this horrific loss. just no words.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 07:04 PM

90. I am so sorry you lost him.

I wish I knew what else to say. I am just so sorry.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 08:11 PM

91. My sincere Condolences

I don’t post much but I just want to stop by to give SoCalDem a big hug. Your loss is too painful for words 😢...I’m so sorry.

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 08:13 PM

92. My deepest condolences

As a mother, I cannot even imagine the pain you are feeling.

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Mon Nov 2, 2020, 09:28 PM

93. So sorry for the loss of your beautiful boy.

 

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 09:31 PM

94. I'm so sorry

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 10:33 PM

95. 1+... Good message!

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Mon Nov 2, 2020, 10:35 PM

96. Oh God.

My heart is in pieces. You are amazing for sharing this. Thank you.

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Tue Nov 3, 2020, 12:00 AM

97. My love to you and your family.

This broke my heart. He was such a vibrant person... which drives your message home all the more. I applaud your strength in sharing his story to help others.

Peace, love and healing to all of you. ❤️

I'm truly, deeply sorry for your loss.

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Tue Nov 3, 2020, 12:16 AM

98. Heartbreaking. I'm so sorry you are carrying this pain.

Wishing you comfort.

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Tue Nov 3, 2020, 06:52 AM

101. I'm so so sorry for your loss SoCalDem.

A mother should never have to see their child go before them. Best and well wishes. I hope you know that you are beloved here at DU as one of our OG members, and we cherish all our moments with you. And we feel your pain and you are making me want to go get myself checked out even though I can't afford it right now. Be well. 🤗

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Response to joshcryer (Reply #101)

Tue Nov 3, 2020, 01:56 PM

103. Please go

Steve thought he had all the time in the world..and then he didn't. Talk to your parents. I'm sure they would rather help you get an "all clear", than to get that awful phone call and then have to pay for your funeral..sorry to be so blunt, but it try can be a matter of life or death.

Previous post double posted. So I deleted one😀

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Response to SoCalDem (Original post)

Tue Nov 3, 2020, 01:59 PM

104. So sorry for your loss and thanks for sharing

because this hits home.

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