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Its told like this: Amanda Gorman performed at the inauguration and the rest is history.
The truth is I almost declined to be the inaugural poet. Why?
I was terrified.
I was scared of failing my people, my poetry. But I was also terrified on a physical level. Covid was still raging, and my age group couldnt get vaccinated yet. Just a few weeks before, domestic terrorists assaulted the U.S. Capitol, the very steps where I would recite. I didnt know then that Id become famous, but I did know at the inauguration I was going to become highly visible which is a very dangerous thing to be in America, especially if youre Black and outspoken and have no Secret Service.
It didnt help that I was getting DMs from friends telling me not-so-jokingly to buy a bulletproof vest. My mom had us crouch in our living room so that she could practice shielding my body from bullets. A loved one warned me to be ready to die if I went to the Capitol building, telling me, Its just not worth it. I had insomnia and nightmares, barely ate or drank for days. I finally wrote to some close friends and family, telling them that I was most likely going to pull out of the ceremony.
I got some texts praising the Lord. I got called pathologically insane. But I knew only I could answer the question for myself: Was this poem worth it?
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CTyankee
(63,889 posts)I'm an old lady but I'd be pretty terrified, too!
MagickMuffin
(15,932 posts)and probably worldwide. I definitely understand why she had doubts, I did too, about going ahead with the Inauguration because of Jan6. But everything we went through was awesome to witness that day a year ago.
2naSalit
(86,323 posts)went through my head as I watched her recite that amazing poem. And I marveled at her bravery as I wondered what she was thinking.
Blue Owl
(50,257 posts)I was and still am inspired by her writing she has a true gift that should not and cannot be silenced!
FSogol
(45,446 posts)WA-03 Democrat
(3,037 posts)Amanda was the best part for me!
Tanuki
(14,914 posts)and remember thinking what a great reading she gave and how I would have been too nervous at her young age just from ordinary "stage fright" at the thought of standing before the whole world! I am so glad she worked through the understandable fear she had for her very life and gave that inspiring reading of a poem that so perfectly captured the moment.
Well done, Amanda!
💕
MontanaMama
(23,295 posts)I cannot imagine what it must have been like for Amanda Gorman...or her mother! They're both very brave.
barbtries
(28,769 posts)but i think the real question was "Is the country worth it?"
Her poem rose to the occasion. Fortunately for us all, she recognized that and carried on despite her (valid) fear.
Nevilledog
(51,005 posts)mountain grammy
(26,598 posts)and this post. She's an amazing young woman.
barbtries
(28,769 posts)i'm so used to being thwarted that I don't even try anymore. thank you for doing that.
i used to subscribe and get all their email alerts and even on my phone I can't read what they send. I could go for at least a few articles a month for free but they give none. I subscribe to WP, the Atlantic, the local newspaper, and that's enough.
Nevilledog, the next time you post a link to NYT I will read the article. thank you!
OMGWTF
(3,940 posts)alittlelark
(18,888 posts)caraher
(6,278 posts)As I recall Lady Gaga had on some bulletproof gear. We're living in some dark times.
ShazzieB
(16,272 posts)If only were brave enough to be it.
May these words from Amanda Gorman's poem be our motto and our mantra as we fight to save our democracy from being consigned to the scrapheap of history.
Despite all the awfulness we're seeing in our country right now, there IS still light. There is so much of value, so much worth saving, and there are so many strong and smart people fighting on our side. We must NOT let ourselves be beaten down into hopelessness.
There is always light. Let us, as Democrats, be that light.