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Tracer

(2,769 posts)
Fri May 2, 2014, 10:43 AM May 2014

It's back. Again.

I haven't posted here for a long time, since I've been in remission for almost 5 years.

But guess what? The friggin' thing is back once more.

Ovarian cancer that had migrated to my colon (and removed in 2009) has reappeared in the exact same spot where they excised it in '09.

Supposedly I had clear margins back then, but that obviously made no difference.

I guess I should be grateful that it's just a single tumor and has never spread. But still, I'm having major surgery on May 13th for the 4th time. What is making me even more angry and resentful is that the Dr. has said he may have to do an ileostomy (maybe temporary, maybe permanent). The thought of that is making me sicker than the #$%^& cancer.

[whine]

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It's back. Again. (Original Post) Tracer May 2014 OP
Oh gawd, my dear Tracer... CaliforniaPeggy May 2014 #1
I'm so sorry to hear this. There comes a point where you tend to stop Nay May 2014 #2
I'm sorry to hear it. cate94 May 2014 #3
I'm very sorry. Hang in there! sinkingfeeling May 2014 #4
So sorry to hear that! Solly Mack May 2014 #5
Thanks for your good wishes. Tracer May 2014 #6
Hoping that your surgery on 5/13 went better than expected ... slipslidingaway May 2014 #7
Had the surgery. Tracer May 2014 #8

CaliforniaPeggy

(149,562 posts)
1. Oh gawd, my dear Tracer...
Fri May 2, 2014, 10:48 AM
May 2014

What dreadful news. I share your anger.

I don't think you need to be grateful; how could you be, with this awful news staring you in the face?

It sucks.

I will keep you in my thoughts, FWIW.

Nay

(12,051 posts)
2. I'm so sorry to hear this. There comes a point where you tend to stop
Sun May 4, 2014, 12:12 PM
May 2014

worrying about cancer coming back, and . . . then it does, and it's as shocking as having the cancer the first time. My sympathies go out to you, and I hope for a good resolution.

cate94

(2,810 posts)
3. I'm sorry to hear it.
Sun May 4, 2014, 03:41 PM
May 2014

How frustrating. I hope they don't have to do the ileostomy and if so, that it is temporary. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts. Good luck.

Tracer

(2,769 posts)
6. Thanks for your good wishes.
Wed May 7, 2014, 09:56 AM
May 2014

I'm a bit calmer after a few days, and know that I'll get through this the same way I've done before. My surgeon on the previous operations called me "the superstar of recovery". Which is saying something -- for an old broad like myself.

Good wishes back at you all too!

Tracer

(2,769 posts)
8. Had the surgery.
Wed May 21, 2014, 10:39 AM
May 2014

Was in the hospital for 5 days with quite a bit of pain, but after 3 days at home I'm feeling better and better.

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