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Related: About this forumi saw today that it was the old lady's time
she stopped eating over the weekend. no wet food, no dry food, no treats, no chicken , no cheese, nothing. she'll drink a bit of milk (i know) and she drank a bit of kitty broth tonight, but that's it. she looks and makes sounds that tell me it is time.
i will call the vet tomorrow and set the appointment. payday is friday and i'm hoping they'll be ok holding a check for a few days. if they will, i'll go wednesday. if not, it will be thursday.
i talked to the husband about it and he's in denial. he asked me if i thought i was being premature and i told him to look at her. i'm not dragging her through more tests because he isn't ready. i'm sure as hell not ready, but i love her.
i haven't talked to her original human yet, but i'll do that in the morning. she's in germany and we'll skype so she can say goodbye.
i am so heartbroken. i've said goodbye to many fur friends in my life, i've sat with them while they've crossed, but this is the first time i've had to make the decision myself. she's had a good 15 years and she's given me ten of those.
i love you my princess, my fat cat, my bella. you have given me far more love than i feel i've given you and i am going to miss you.
CaliforniaPeggy
(149,580 posts)I am so sorry...
But the reason it's this hard is because you are doing the right thing. You are taking care of her now that she can no longer care for herself and my god how much it hurts...
But it is the right thing.
Blessings on you for seeing it's time.
May she cross gently and wait for you at the Rainbow Bridge..
fizzgig
(24,146 posts)dad said i could bury her in the back yard. she'll be in good company.
i'm really wondering how the dim one is going to take it. sure, they never really had much use for each other, but they've spent their lives together.
Behind the Aegis
(53,949 posts)You are so much stronger than me. I was where your husband is. I had my husband make the appointment and not tell me. He was to call me an hour before, so I wouldn't spend all my time worrying about it. Of course, Tony decided to die at home and did so the day before his appointment, we me, my husband, and his four doggie pals.
I am so, so sorry.
fizzgig
(24,146 posts)and i didn't press for an answer tonight.
if he won't come, i'll ask my sister or my dad. i can't do it alone.
No Vested Interest
(5,165 posts)Don't be ashamed to cry afterwards.
Everyone will understand.
fizzgig
(24,146 posts)and i know there will be many more tears shed in the coming days and weeks.
dad said i could bury her at the house and that gives me great comfort.
OnyxCollie
(9,958 posts)In_The_Wind
(72,300 posts)Skittles
(153,147 posts)just to be sure
fizzgig
(24,146 posts)but she is down to about 5.5 pounds and the look on her face tells me that it is time.
i don't know if my heart breaks more for me or for the husband. he is having a hard time accepting this.
Skittles
(153,147 posts)I know the feeling as I monitor my soon to be 17 year old feline
BlancheSplanchnik
(20,219 posts)You are brave and strong.
❤
fizzgig
(24,146 posts)i always promised myself i wouldn't drag it out if/when the situation arose. i am very grateful for the clarity of mind i have on this.
ginnyinWI
(17,276 posts)and resolved in furture to listen to the vet. If she says it is time, then it is time.
I have a husband who also dragged his foot on it and that's why the kitty went on a few months too long. Not suffering, but not getting anything out of life either. It was kidney failure so the cat was in a fog and sleeping most of the time until he finally died at home.
shenmue
(38,506 posts)fizzgig
(24,146 posts)catbyte
(34,367 posts)I have tears in my eyes as I type this. Hugs to you.
fizzgig
(24,146 posts)it is so devastating, but it's time. i hope there is a buffet of her favorite foods and piles of cat nip waiting for her.
brer cat
(24,557 posts)It is a really hard decision, and a heartbreaking time. May your princess go in peace.
fizzgig
(24,146 posts)she has loved me unconditionally for years and i owe the same to her.
sinkingfeeling
(51,444 posts)fizzgig
(24,146 posts)Curmudgeoness
(18,219 posts)I am so sorry that it has come to this. I know that I have always waited longer than I should have in the past, and I have no doubt that I will wait too long the next time. But it is always all about me and not in the best interest of my pet. When it is bad enough, you know it has gone on long enough.
She gave you a lot, it is time to give her that final gift of love by allowing her to pass peacefully. Peace to you.
fizzgig
(24,146 posts)and i have to stand strong for the both of us.
i hope she felt half the love i did in our time together.
mopinko
(70,077 posts)a good woman.
so hard to do this last, responsible thing for them.
take care of yourself, and dont let hubby get under your skin. do something nice for yourself.
fizzgig
(24,146 posts)but there is no other choice to be made. it hurts so much, but i know it's what i need to do for her.
fuck him. wtf.
you are right. not eating is a thing. it means something.
if you like i can tell you a couple stories about what happens when you dont do the right thing.
fizzgig
(24,146 posts)i have to remember to be patient with all of us.
virgdem
(2,124 posts)I know the pain you are going through. I've had several kitties that I had to make the hard decision to put down and it's never easy. You are doing the right and loving thing by letting Bella go. She is suffering and her quality of life is not there anymore. I use that as my barometer-if quality of life is gone, then it is time. May you have peace in the coming days and weeks ahead as you grieve for your beloved Bella.
fizzgig
(24,146 posts)she used to be a terrifically chatty kitty and she doesn't even talk anymore.
i don't want to say goodbye, but i know it's time.
phylny
(8,378 posts)This time is never easy. Remember, when you can, all the laughs and giggles and cuddles thaat you shared.
LiberalElite
(14,691 posts)I've had to say goodbye to numerous kittehs and it never gets easier.
roody
(10,849 posts)thank you