A Calming.

I had asked the Universe/God to change my thinking about something.


I have been having some major struggles, with so many feelings of lack of success, but one of the things that sometimes jumps out at me is the fact that once I get past yada yada yada, that I'll be relieved,thankful and gracious of course, but today,

....today I was aglow with the idea of getting so much more than just over this or that or through this or that,

I realized how much my soul will have grown by then. I was excited by the idea of what my writing will be like, everything artistic.. Holy Moly- Wholly

I think I had a glimpse of some golden gossamers. (sp?)

Suddenly, everything was much more in perspective....and I thought I just wanted a monetary miracle.(HAHA)

I hope I can keep this perspective. It sure soothes.