Anyone else feel exceptionally...
moody's not the word.... even before yet another storm!...but
That feeling like you are about to be at the the top of the roller coaster....and the panic that you don't know if you are strapped in or not...or worse, that you are so worried about all of this that you wonder if you will remember how to have fun with the wheeeeee!
On second thought...sounds like paranoia!
Musta washed my face this morning with the worry soap!
With much certainty I believe it will be better tomorrow, but this funk, this funk!
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if it's okay to post here. The topic seems in line with your OP. It wasn't very long, but left a disturbing impression in my thoughts this morning.
For whatever reasons, I was riding in another friend's car (I don't know this person in waking life) and we were on one of the freeways around Houston, with the skyline in view. It was one of the freeways closer to downtown, so the buildings were clear and not obscured by pollution, like when viewed from one of the outer loops.
Before we were very far from the downtown area, an earthquake hit and we all watched in horror as almost all of the buildings began to collapse and topple over. This was also in the early afternoon, like around 1:30 pm, so the city was filled. I do remember noting, either to myself, or the other two or three in the car that the buildings that survived were the older ones built in the mid-20th century, and not the newer ones.
Of course, we were on one of the elevated freeways and it began to collapse, too. We were right at the end as the road gave way beneath the car and our momentum carried us up and over the edge to 'safety'. It was like a roller-coaster ride, in a way.
One thing to note: Houston and the rest of the upper Gulf Coast is a zero earthquake zone. The only way we can have earthquakes is if something massive happened elsewhere in the world. I didn't get that impression in this dream, but I was 'awake' during the aftermath, such as trying to get TV reception and finding one station still able to broadcast. The story I happened upon was of people using vehicle IDs to identify the dead.
So, depressing dream to remember for the day. Plus, I overslept by about half an hour 
HEH! My daughter woke up the other morning exclaiming she dreamed I had enormous tatas!
After peeling myself off the floor, I began a psychoanalysis that she might think I'm over-mothering...yeah...it happens! 
Of course the better dream would for them to have been weightless. No more backaches!
I was happy to forget my dream, or at least the emotion with it. I need another centaur dream, and one with big tatas to boot!
Oh, thanks for the laugh, and the blush, I think??
The way she was describing it, I thought she meant like almost like those boobs in that movie Sleeper(:"They usually travel in pairs!"
...but now, I don't know...more than a DD(double Dang!)..probably..maybe I was wearing a Zebra( The largest size you can buy!)...RIMSHOT!...okay, I'm here all week folks!!
Was it Sleeper, or "Everything You Wanted to Know About Sex (But were Afraid to Ask)"? Another brilliant movie of his
As for the rest, you should have a look at my deviantArt page. Same nick there as here. This subthread is your fair warning
I like your "double Dang!" designation. Appropriate! 
Very nice,Ken! WHy dream of boobs when you can draw them so well?!!
Yes, Master!
Thanks for the link! Do you do Bewitched, too?
but do have an older photomanipulation of Samantha somewhere. I may have to upload it. I'm not much of a fan any more, though I was back in the 70's and 80's. It just kind of waned as I became more interested in the culture of the Middle East 
And I'd say much of my "influence" came from the first few years of the adult magazine Heavy Metal 
and I have noticed also that it seems to happen when there is a solar flare which there was a big one a couple days ago. I just read this morning there is another big flare on it's way. The flares are stripping all the old away which in turn raises our consciousness. But it sure isn't any fun when it's happening! You just have to somehow "flow" with the energy. I've noticed if I "intend" to do that it helps. But in the meantime...INCOMING! 
Here's a really interesting article on how solar flares affect us:
[link:http://www.carliniinstitute.com/how_recent_solar_flares_are_affecting_us|
The heavy, heavy humid, cloudy day helped it along a lot. I totally forgot any plans I had, got into big fight out in GD-land where I didn't sympathize enough with somebody according to a small group of posters, who treated me with far less compassion than the person I was insufficiently compassionate toward according to them. 
I ended the day putting Dahli in for the night, and then erupting into tears and sobbing that "Never, never have I worked so hard at something only to fail."
And then I heard a clear message from a male spirit guide, "You did not fail. You succeeded in your mission. You are now being given the time you need to rest."
So the worst of my panic and upset subsided, although not altogether.
Last night I dreamed of a former co-worker from 3 decades ago. In my dream he was dating somebody else, but attracted to me. And then suddenly telling me he loved me while crying. He was a system administrator and was always nice to me back then, when very few people around me were. He used to always tell me I had "just enough knowledge to be truly dangerous" when he'd come fix my system yet another time after I got it into trouble experimenting
that's how it feels...maybe like your roller coaster analogy...but for me I have a hard time seeing the big rush coming...it's like walking thru molasses
I should just go take a shower and get ready, got an eye dr appt with the kids in a bit... if I am lucky today may have a nap in my cards... It's all I can think of to do ...
of actually SINGING!
Wish it would cool off!!!! with a shower, so that I could be..."Singing in The Rain"!!!!!
