life seemed better.

Many people long for the days of ponzi schemes, deregulation, and manipulation of appointments to regulatory agencies that facilitated the theft of the collected wealth of an entire generation of Americans.

Many people long for heroin.

The number of victims of domestic abuse victims who stay with their abusers until they die is pretty high.
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The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, expecting a different result each time.