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Name: Doug
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Hometown: Tn
Home country: USA
Current location: Tn
Member since: Fri May 18, 2018, 04:38 PM
Number of posts: 812

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cross post from addiction thread my epiphany


just had a long talk with Mrs K
we are honestly going through things,,,house sales, family dying,,my rum drinking and this morn I happened to blurt out my heart,,and she just stopped.. stared at me ,,,, cried all I said was "it is easy to say you love, there is a far greater responsibility to know that you are BEING LOVED"


addendum to GD forums,,lets just take the responsibility of being loved....



Koz out

just had a long talk with Mrs K

we are honestly going through things,,,house sales, family dying,,my rum drinking and this morn I happened to blurt out my heart,,and she just stopped.. stared at me ,,,, cried all I said was "it is easy to say you love, there is a far greater responsibility to know that you are BEING LOVED"

easy very easy taco lasagne

buy ground beef,chicken ,turkey you choice,, 1lb to 1pack ,buy taco seasoning,brown your protein and stop,,do not add the water that taco seasoning asks for...add the taco seasoning. add anything that you like on tacos,,onions peppers and on and on , and then add instead of water, jars of salsa, your flavor,your heat, I do do a 16 oz jar of salsa for 1.5 pounds of protein, but it can vary, beauty of this recipe.

now you have your protein mix,, buy 10 inch tortillas, I use special hi protein, lo carb kind and lets build,, 9x 13 pan lay down 2 tortillas and wrap sides up,,, toss a layer of your protein mix on and put 2 more tortillas down, etc etc unil 9x13 dish is full,, it is 4 layers in this house. toss all in a 350 degree oven for 30 mins. Cut like you would a lasagne, serve, I serve with a dollop of FF sour cream,, and just enjoy..

My mother called me today,,

She is 81 yrs old, and asked me quite simply,, " my church wants to online services, but I have to join FB to do it" She was worried because I think FB is evil,,and still do. So I told her,, " here is your choice,, " You will not be able to talk while on FB live,you will only listen to the Pastor, you will not have the chance to say hi to your friends like you do when you go to church. If you truly love the way your pastor preaches, then go ahead. She said no,, it's not that. And I told her,,, do not join FB for this,,just say a prayer to God and let him know,, and my GOD MOM,,, call your friends that you miss. FB is EVIL" she just told me she loves me,but needed to hear it. I told her I loved her, and don't panic Mom.....



Koz

If rubbing alcohol based products help protect,

the spread of Corona? Shouldn't we all be drinking copious amounts of booze to protect our inner body?

asking for a friend.

Koz

was at grocer today and something occurred to me

We live in a VERY RW part of Tn. 85% R to 15% D would be optimistic. I read numerous FB posts from people I know around here,either through work or church or wherever, about this whole "hoax and media created panic" etc etc.
So today at the store,,lines full again,,hundreds of dollars worth of goods in each cart,,except my little 25 dollar order. And I think to myself,, if most these folks believe the RW hoax thing,, why is THIS store so full. And why do 4 of the biggest carts of about 60 in line, have a person with one of those red caps on?

Just things I ponder while standing in line during a media hyped hoax.

Koz

a totally non-scientific observation

Here is what I see as I live in USA, and Corona affecting us all.

The differences,, I see many videos of Italy ( one of the hardest hit regions of the world) stepping out on their balcony, while quarantined, and singing with neighbors,, every site I happen to read,most of them seem to deal with toilet paper, seems Americans are turning to the keyboard,and typing,not even acknowledging a neighbor. Yes, I know I am typing this out now, it is later on a Saturday night, and my hcp daughter is quiet and calm, and pulled out of her provided day services.

I am simply an old man who is saying, I can sit on my front porch and hear no singing or joy, what can we learn from Italy?


Koz

Regarding the quickly changing narrative from WH on Corona

Mrs K just made an astute,yet humorous observation, and NBA, NHL, Seattle city events, TV shows taped before empty chairs,etc etc etc are being cancelled.

She just looked at me and said ,,this snowball is getting real big,real fast,, and just 2 weeks ago our President/Weatherman in chief with hurricanes and all things science related, told us to expect nothing more than possible snow flurries.



Koz

it is getting tough here

Mrs K just got diagnosed with COPD this week, I have not played or sang any music in 2 months. Mrs cannot even walk 50 feet right now. I am scared. I would love the rum, and have had a few. I guess this is one of those crisis points. Im fighting,,talking to psyche, trying to sing in my "quieter" mind moments, none of it seems to fit anymore. at end of day,,Im still scared.


Koz

I could not find a proper group to post this.

But I am fairly sure there are DUrs who are living the life that Mrs K, Tess and I are about to embark on. Mrs K is last child after her dad passed, we are auctioning off his estate next month. And decided to sell our home too. And move on to the full time camping lifestyle while we are young enough to enjoy it. Tess is hcp and loves camping. Mrs K and I are 60 years old.

We have made a info trip to where we chose to live. But, it all seems a bit too easy. I feel I am missing something in my brain.

If there are any full time campers out here, feel free to DU mail me and we can talk there. I won't take up forum space on a personal issue unless a conversation starts and is productive.

Thanks in advance for any input.

Koz
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