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MyPillow Lindell Accuses Left of Sabotage!

This is just too funny.


MyPillow CEO turned election denier Mike Lindell planned on holding a “real-time crime” live-streamed show on Tuesday night, but his election night activities were derailed by a series of technical issues. Throughout the evening, his Frank Speech website crashed, displaying a “1020 Access Denied” error, which an industry site says is “caused when a firewall rule has been violated on a site protected by Cloudflare.” Neither Lindell nor co-host Brannon Howse returned The Daily Beast’s request for comment on Tuesday evening. But on their show, Lindell addressed the countless snafus. “I didn’t expect—I thought we were immune to sabotage, but I guess not...the app is not working!” Elsewhere, the pillow executive struggled to get audio passed into his ear from other amateur voting fraud sleuths and D-List right-wing talkers—including Roger Stone—that had gathered in another one of their studios. “On my end, the feed is terrible,” the pillow maven complained at one point. “I couldn’t hear anything!”

Posted by NowISeetheLight | Wed Nov 9, 2022, 10:07 AM (8 replies)

Christian Nation

I just read a Pew Research study article. It said 45% of people think the US should be a “Christian Nation”. It also says a vast majority do believe there should be no government religion. It seems people believe in Christian values… but not religious laws.

Needless to say the Christian Taliban want a theocracy. You can bet when they finally get their Constitutional Convention, they’ll want religious LAWS too.

From the article and very revealing “ Furthermore, the new survey finds that nearly eight-in-ten people who say the U.S. should be a Christian nation also say the Bible should have at least some influence on U.S. laws, including slightly more than half (54%) who say that when the Bible conflicts with the will of the people, the Bible should prevail.‘

A great article though. Several graphs too. Recommend reading it.


Posted by NowISeetheLight | Fri Oct 28, 2022, 04:33 PM (4 replies)

Arizona, Immigration, Racial Animus and MagaCrazies

I’m over in Phoenix for a couple days visiting my parents at the memorial park and some old friends. I lived here twenty years. After ending up in the Deep South for work I knew I wouldn’t retire there. I’m so grateful to be living in Palm Springs now. Anyway, I checked into the hotel yesterday and turned on the TV. It was wall to wall political ads. I mean nothing but them. I saw no ads for products or stores for the first hour. It was insane.

What got me though was just how horrible and hateful these ads are. Arizona has gone full MAGA with Republican election deniers, QAnon crazy, far right candidates. I mean they are TOTALLY CRAZY! The ads are just insane. I mean they’re shocking. What’s more scary though us these MagaTs are AHEAD in many of the polls. The big reason is the border. They’re playing up the “open border” card and “illegal rapists and drug dealers” are on every commercial.

One commercial claims Democrats are hurting children because schools and communities are dangerous due to illegals and crime. “Tell Joe Biden to stop hurting children!” The ad says. Never mind most of these Christo-fascists also want total abortion bans where even rape and incest aren’t an exception. A ten year old in school with a ten year old from Mexico is child abuse but forcing her to have a rapists baby is OK! MagaT thinking I guess… their ‘new math’?

Having lived here and having worked in healthcare I’m still very conservative on the border issue. We can’t save the world. At the same time I believe the Dreamers should be allowed to stay. Secure the border then develop a path to legal immigration. The Republicans led by the likes of Trump and Tucker Carlson are totally playing up the “great replacement” conspiracy theory. To be honest it’s a winning argument in these gerrymandered political districts. Democrats are not going to win against it because the white majority is becoming a minority. The “take what is yours” mantra is working.

Democrats need to get ahead of this. As for Arizona… I think it’s a list cause.

Some articles and video about the AZ races and the ads:






Posted by NowISeetheLight | Thu Oct 27, 2022, 09:55 AM (3 replies)

A Scary Future for America

I first read about this over a year ago. The right-wing “plan” to force a Constitutional Convention to change the US Constitution to reflect conservative values. Today in my email there was my daily The Guardian news update. This is probably the best written article about this “plot” I’ve seen. Everyone should read it and share it. This is how the minority will try to seize control. The article even quotes Christian fanatic Rick Santorum saying “We have the opportunity, as a result, to have a supermajority, even though we may not even be in an absolute majority when it comes to the people who agree with us.” . They currently control 30 of the 34 states required to do this. “WE THE PEOPLE” won’t exist, it’ll be the minority fascists controlling everything. If this happens America is over.

Posted by NowISeetheLight | Wed Oct 19, 2022, 10:13 AM (39 replies)

Oath Keeper Leader Jan 6 Trial

I've been reading about the trial of the Oath Keepers leader. What POS (imo). This AP article describes his delusions of grandeur, paranoia, depravity and idiocy

Shot out his eye with a gun, made his Mormon wife work as a stripper in Vegas, yeah real upstanding "Conservative". I noticed the article said he has migrant relatives. I wonder how much of this is self hatred for his migrant background. Like he's trying to prove himself somehow


Posted by NowISeetheLight | Sun Oct 2, 2022, 11:22 AM (4 replies)

Student Loan Relief... An Alternative View & Idea

Apologies for the long post. I'm thinking a lot today.

It seems most polling shows there isn't huge support for student loan debt relief. I think the last poll I saw was close to 50/50.. I'm torn about it. I borrowed too much for school ($52k) and years later ended up with six figure loans ($136k). I took a while to finish school so years of deferments, then forbearances. I made all my payments on time, but had them discharged last year when I became 100% disabled with the VA and started on SSDI.

I took advantage of IBR when I had loans (income based repayment). My payment was around $370 a month instead of the $920 it would've been. It was based on it being 15% of my discretionary income. This is the difference between your AGI and 150% of the poverty level.

Sure even $370 was a lot of money, but years I made lower money I paid less, or almost nothing. There were things you could do to lower your AGI too. Needless to say I was making high 401K contributions those years.

What killed me was the interest rate. I was paying 8.75% and there was no way to refinance. Why not? So even when I made monthly IBR payments, the balance still climbed. I wasn't even covering the interest so I would never have paid them off. But after 20 years with IBR the balance would've been cancelled. Of course then I'd have a giant tax bill because that would've been considered income.

I knew a lot of people who worked their way thru school. I only worked about 15 hours a week. That was my fault. I was lured into the loan trap, easy money, a big check, and no education about how it would affect me after i got out of school. My parents were upper middle class, but they didn't cover my college. But a lot of parents do save to help their kids. They sacrificed vacations and luxuries for education.

I'm torn because this seems grossly unfair. Some people worked and made their payments and struggled. People with low income got Pell grants and work study to help pay for college. I got neither due to my parents income so I had to borrow. Yet at the same time I got my loans discharged. A 100% VA rating will get that for you. Part if me says yes because I sacrificed and ended up damaged for life. I struggled for a decade (poor, homeless a while, sleeping on couches or in my car), then another six years, before finally finding my footing. Sure I made a lot of money in the end, but how much could I have made were it not for my illness?

I like the idea of them helping those who were scammed by these for profit schools. I'm OK with that. I think for everyone else the real answer is IBR with 10% of discretionary pay, and a discharge after 20 years with no tax penalty. The big thing though is I'd also like to see a restriction on interest rates. They would be recalculated yearly so your IBR payment would cover all interest and that would be 75% of the payment. The remaining IBR payment would be principal. That way youd see SOME DROP in your balance. Making payments znd seeing it climb, that's ridiculous. Finally, mandatory financial education for those who take out a student loan on the reality and obligation. Not related to loans but I'd also like to see them be included in a bankruptcy if filed. I filed about 20 years ago and honestly that would've ended it for me.

Posted by NowISeetheLight | Thu Sep 29, 2022, 02:09 PM (22 replies)

Eye Opening Conversion

Becoming a Democrat over the last few years has been a real eye opener for me. Not so much in politics... but in the politicians in each party. Back when I was a "Reagan Republican" I didn't care much for the Democrat policies... but I always thought they were good people... just misguided. I didn't care for President Carter, but I never once thought he was a bad person.

It's different now. I can honestly say there are BAD PEOPLE in Republican politics. When I look what Trump has brought about, and the damage he's caused to America, and those who follow him. I have such disdain for Trump and others like MT Green, Goetz, Boebert, I mean they're just mean, spiteful, hateful, they're horrible as people.

I can disagree with someone on policy. I'm still a fairly "fiscal conservative" type. But the people who don't think like me about finance aren't bad people. But these Republicans today and people like McCarthy, Graham. DeSantis. They have no moral compass as human beings . They're just evil.
Posted by NowISeetheLight | Wed Sep 28, 2022, 01:51 PM (30 replies)

Can You Imagine If...

I just read an article on Politico about California’s homeless problem. Since moving here two years ago I’ve really become aware of it. I see them everywhere in Palm Springs and the surrounding cities. It’s very sad.


Anyway, the article said that due to our mild climate HALF the nations homeless are here. Can you imagine what would happen if Gov Newsome used the DeSantis strategy? After all FL and TX both shipped migrants to blue states saying other states should “share the problem and expense”. He even sent some to the VPs house in DC! Can you just imagine what would happen if bus loads of homeless, each with a new tent, showed up in red states? After all, why should CA have to carry the nations homeless problem? (Sarcasm).

I would never advocate using human beings as a publicity stunt. But the thought of bus loads of homeless setting up a tent city next to the Florida Governors Mansion…. Well I’d pay good money to see that.
Posted by NowISeetheLight | Tue Sep 27, 2022, 09:10 AM (2 replies)

Healthcare Disaster in Atlanta

Before I had to quit working (health issues) I worked in hospital revenue cycle. I ran a division in rev cycle for a multi-hospital health system. It was a good job, good money, and exposed me to everything that is wrong with the US healthcare system. Despite what many think hospitals are not money-making ventures for the most part. Most years we were lucky to see 1-2% profit margin. Charity care was off the charts. But it was the vendors, pharmaceutical companies, etc, that were making all the money.

I still receive Becker's Hospital CFO Report in my daily email. Today I saw a story about Wellstar (a hospital system) closing a big hospital in Atlanta. That will leave only one hospital (Grady) to help the city as a Level One Trauma Center. I don't blame Wellstar though. Read the article, how they actually budgeted money to stay open despite sustained operating losses ($107m in the last 12 months). They spent over $350m in capital improvements and operating losses since 2016. They just couldn't make it. This is a healthcare disaster waiting to happen.


Part of the problem is Georgia never expanded Medicaid. All those non-paying patients who flocked to the ER for basic care never generated revenue for the hospital. If Georgia had expanded Medicaid these people could have doctors and the hospitals could've had revenue to stay open. Hospitals don't run for "free". They cost money.

This just shows why universal healthcare is necessary. Sure they can say we'd have waiting lists like Canada for things like non-essential care. But you know what? In an emergency you will get care and you won't be bankrupted by it. Plus if our hospitals were paying drug companies and vendors what these other countries were paying for things they wouldn't be in such bad shape. Why does a Stryker artificial knee cost 4x in the US what it costs in India? Companies actually send their employees to India for surgery because it's cheaper for their insurance. How screwed up is that?

Enough ranting. I read that article about Wellstar today and just got pissed off.

Posted by NowISeetheLight | Thu Sep 1, 2022, 12:34 PM (22 replies)

Medical Care for Children? Religion? The SCOTUS?

I read an article on yahoo news tonight about 12 members of an Australian church being arrested for denying a diabetic child insulin (she died).


It got me thinking about cases like this here in the US. From time to time I’ve seen cases like this in the news where kids died, or almost died, and the parents were charged. Some states have laws requiring medical care. Given our new Supreme Christian Court I’m wondering how long until we see laws about this being thrown out based on “freedom of religion”. Healthline has a good article about parents religious beliefs becoming child abuse.


Going even further. There are states that allow people like pharmacists refuse to serve patients based on religion. What if a doctor refuses to treat a child based on religion? Back in 2015 there was a case in Michigan where a pediatrician “prayed” and decided to refuse to see an infant because the child’s parents were a lesbian couple.


Could a Jewish firefighter refuse to rescue someone from a burning mosque? Or a Muslim firefighter refuse to save a Jewish person from a burning synagogue? After all it’s “religious freedom” and apparently all you need is a “sincerely held belief”.

What about race? With the rise of white Christian nationalism how long until we see some right wing individual discriminate against a minority based on their “religious belief” that whites are superior? How would the Supreme Court decide something like that? After all there are anti-discrimination laws on the books but without a “tradition” and it not being in the Constitution, what could SCOTUS do?

I believe in “God” but I readily admit I don’t know what that is. I do know though I don’t believe about 95% of what man says about God. I don’t need to know. That’s why it’s called “faith”. It’s a personal decision. I’m secure enough in my personal faith to not need to force beliefs on anyone else. Seeing this country backslide to the days of religious dogma and theocracy is a nightmare I’d hope to never witness. Instead I have a front row seat.

Posted by NowISeetheLight | Wed Jul 6, 2022, 10:17 PM (3 replies)
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