Not looking forward to Christmas Day

[ms liberty]

3. I understand. My mom passed in December, and her mother also passed in December

My mother always hated Christmas. She tried to hide it, but once I was old enough, I knew it. I never liked Christmas, probably at least partially because she influenced me. Then when she died, I was over it. My mom has been gone 30 years this year. This year, my sister died in a car wreck in November.