I'm tired. So tired

[vercetti2021]

16. Its difficult

Being a future transgender woman in a place like this is extremely dangerous on top of frustrating. But yeah it's no where near the same as a child when I didn't worry about anything.

But like I said. My mom absolutely loves Christmas. So I try try try my hardest to put a happy face. Like look at lights, decorate, wrap gifts. But I can't do it this year and I'm resenting the holidays more and more each year.