Need your support please.

[napoleon_in_rags]

11. Unfortunately the system is broken too.

It sounds to me like you may be in that all important middle space where people fall through the cracks. You strike me as the type of person who could contribute so much with just a bit of support. But times are tough, thats not a brush- off its the truth. Im thumb typing this on2 my phone, because my Internet got shut off. Budget cuts cuts into paycheck, (im mental health worker) more to come I fear in march. Very little support for any but most severely afflicted now.

I hate typing with thumbs. But at this point I think its worth contemplating peer to peer support services , and even private sector solutions for people who could be big achievers with guidance and supports. But as far as your immediate situation, im afraid I dont have any great advice without knowing more details on where you are and exactly whats going on.