well after getting hidden yet again someone linked me here

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2. Welcome, PatrynXX

Please don't worry about that yellow bar (and also, please do not look at my profile )

Lots of us have been where you are and know how frustrating it can be interacting and talking about it with people who don't understand. I'm so sorry for everything you've gone through ... so many terrible losses in such a short period of time.

I was on a combination of meds the last time a few years ago after losing my Dad - I know about the zombie thing - it's scary and frustrating.

I'm glad you're here, I don't post much but read a lot .... I hope to see you get lots of discussion. When I've really needed help a few times, the good people here were amazing.