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[ErikJ]

4. Yes its weird how your mind can get so

worked up in a lather about something that a few months later u have forgotten completely or trivialize like, what the hell was I thinking?
Its like a chemical takes over your brain and makes you crazy emotional.

Spring of 2015 I had a major one of those where I had to make a life changing decision and I started to have a mental breakdown which led to more minor mistakes and meltdowns. lol. But my obsessive delaying and troubles actually led to the perfect better outcome. A silver lining kind of. Now I am happy as could be about the whole thing a year later. Ha.