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FirstLight

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18. I just got a call from the universe

Tue Oct 2, 2012, 05:35 PM

Oct 2012

my very good friend who just happens to be a healer called me out of the blue as I was thinking of her... ding!

she gave me the message yet again that the Universe wants me to go ahead and apply for disability because of this autoimmune illness, and release the stress of not being 'good enough' because i can't hold a job, and focus on HEALING/NUTURING/and following my purpose..
this is hard, lots of old paradigm wrapped up in it, the puritan work-ethic and all... I know this is the third time the Universe has told me this, and I need to pay attention. Just having a hard time allowing for the guilt and feeling like I am a 'let-down' of some sort.

hard stuff, and i am feeling worse physically too...gonna go take an Epsom salt bath and pray for a while...

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Anyone else getting 'rolled' this week? [View all] FirstLight Sep 2012 OP

I'm so sorry To hear that FirstLight. Howler Sep 2012 #1

a whole month! you poor thing! FirstLight Sep 2012 #2

(((Shiver)))) Howler Sep 2012 #3

yes. it was very tough emotionally for me too magical thyme Sep 2012 #4

that's a brutal schedule too FirstLight Sep 2012 #5

I don't know when the suckage stops, or if it ever stops for good.... magical thyme Sep 2012 #8

...you are right FirstLight Sep 2012 #9

Yay, the creepy janitor is gone Digit Oct 2012 #23

Oh, this is very fascinating! blissedsadge Sep 2012 #6

Nope. I feel good, nah nah nah nah blissedsadge Sep 2012 #7

Monday my shepherd killed my beagle. Mojorabbit Oct 2012 #10

oh no FirstLight Oct 2012 #11

I am so, so sorry.... magical thyme Oct 2012 #12

OOOOOO! Howler Oct 2012 #13

Oh my goodness.... OneGrassRoot Oct 2012 #14

Thank you all Mojorabbit Oct 2012 #15

Oh that is so sad! Digit Oct 2012 #21

still achey but not as bad today... FirstLight Oct 2012 #16

Im thinking and feeling that stuff kimmerspixelated Oct 2012 #17

I just got a call from the universe FirstLight Oct 2012 #18

Major Hugs! kimmerspixelated Oct 2012 #19

OOOO Baby Girl... Howler Oct 2012 #20

Hello? Is this First Light? This is the Universe calling.... Digit Oct 2012 #22