One problem I've had with the show is inevitably I see it on a dark, cloudy, drizzly Sunday afternoon, so tend to doze off during the fund raising and miss portions of the show.
I picked up on a critical element that I've been really piss-poor about lately, but had figured out instinctively a couple decades ago.
If you judge, criticize or condemn *any of God's children* you will put a choke hold on anything you are trying to create for yourself.
We are all only doing the best we can.
So that's something else that falls into the "let go; let God" category.
I had figured out not to begrudge anybody their wealth decades ago, which enabled me to earn much more than I had previously. But then it was stolen from me through fraud and unemployment, no matter what I did, and a lot from people who were better off than I. And when abundance has become as out of balance as they are right now, it is really, really hard not to hold anger. Also when you are in the process of being tortured by somebody (such as when the sex offender and his gang of thugs harassed me 24x7 before I moved up here).
Also when you show up in a new environment shining a big light, the first thing the rats and cockroaches do is not scatter, but start throwing rocks to put out that light. So it's easy to become a target for co-worker and manager abuse when outside the private nest. And very hard to remember to keep up the mental "do not trespass" signs, if you know what I mean...