Can anyone explain to me why 'message deleted by author' is shown

[TexasTowelie]

5. At the end of his journal:

Why I deleted all of my work

It was reading between the lines of fierywoman's post that had me decide to delete all of my ego driven work. All of my life I have been one to help others. Living frugally on a social security check I have bailed others out financially, even giving up my last penny on more than one occaision. My posts stopped an adult woman from taking her life after she posed what she thought would be her last communication over on Adienst. She wrote me telling me.

Being a natural researcher, and because I find information that most others don't (finding points using right ascensions), and have a technique that presents material in a way that nobody else can (progressed anlunars and demi-anlunars). I share it. Not because of my ego but because that is the only way it will get presented as nobody else practices the techniques.

Have felt bad because so many would thank me for posting and I did not take the time to thank everyone for that.

I posted so much because I wanted to help others, not because of ego needs.

Congratulations fierywoman. Your Indirect communication got to me.