You got it girl...you are onto something!
I recently have had so many similar thoughts... and there are times I want to stick my head in the sand as well, but you are SO right in making the simple act of claiming your health and happiness a ceremony!
our LIVES are the ceremony, right? and if we can't have some love and faith in the universe, we will just keep manifesting the lack we always had...
I say NO MORE!
A few months ago I started a mantra "following my bliss pays me well"
Now, I had some vague idea of what that meant, but I kept it posted on my desk and stayed positive in the face of whatever 'setbacks' i experienced...
I also decided to stop reading all the news that said the economy and recovery were failing, that things weren't gonna get better. I decided to "un-hook" from the OLD Paradigm of what was crumbling, and "plug-in" to the new paradigm, that I could be taken care of and enjoy what I did at the same time. I was going to create my OWN economy recovery!
So while I am not 'out of the woods' by any means on paper...I am enjoying working on my own terms and getting a new contract or two as well...
and when anyone asks how i am doing...I say I am just 'plugging away' 
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