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around infants and small children, and interact with them and observe them, and see how responsive they naturally are to love and loving guidance, and believe that ANY infant or small child could grow up to commit the atrocities we've seen by U.S. agents and their trainees in Latin America (and other places), without the intervention of some sadistic agency that traumatizes their vulnerable young psyches. I frankly think that such horrors--and also most murders--are the end-result of early childhood trauma--sadistic treatment, lack of love, lack of understanding, neglect or over-control, and other abuses, that the receptive child-mind is so vulnerable to. An adult, or young adult, who may be enticed into torturing others--by propaganda or rewards--who has NOT been traumatized as a child, will eventually react against it, and bail out, object, consider whistleblowing, etc. The early childhood traumatized person becomes addicted to this awful power over others, and loses his way--his human sensibilities.
But I would say also that we MUST recognize that we are all CAPABLE of heinous acts. That is the beginning of understanding--not to regard those who torture as some kind of "animal" or "subhuman," but as human, like all of us--a human who has been traumatized and has fewer defenses against the allure of power that torture and murder can have. I also think that it is very difficult to judge people, and that society should, of course, act to protect itself and protect innocents, by imprisoning those who torture and murder, but that the thrust of the society's policy should be to heal those persons, or give them the opportunity to heal themselves. They are alienated from the human family, and that is NOT natural.
In terms of judging people, the higher you go, the more real blame and irredeemable moral rottenness you find. Compare, for instance, the culpability of the low level soldiers at Abu Ghraib to the likes of Bush, Cheney, Rumsfeld, Gonzales and other perpetrators of the torture policy. The low level soldiers were wrong, and had lost their way, perhaps because of trauma they had suffered as children, but they were given leave--encouraged--to inflict sadistic and murderous acts on others. They may have gone their whole lives without seriously harming anyone if the Bush Junta hadn't created a sadistic policy of terrorizing prisoners.
And for the upper levels of culpability, it would be hard to know what to do with Bush, et al, if we, as a society, are ever able to obtain justice with regard to them. My favorite fantasy punishment for them is a lifetime sentence of cleaning bedpans in veterans hospitals' (after they give all the money back). I don't think "an eye for an eye" ever works, and it is morally and spiritually devastating to human culture for people to believe that you "balance" evil with more evil. It's difficult to avoid sometimes, when the evil has been very great. But you simply can't purge evil that way. It will come back--often magnified tenfold. You must find a way to...kill it with love. That's a good way to put what I think. You mustn't kill the person--as we do with capital punishment. You must kill the evil spirit. And the only way I know of to do that is to give the person who has committed great evil the opportunity to understand himself, and to rid himself of his inner demons. And he can't do that dead. And you can't force him to do that with any "eye for an eye" punishment. You have to find a way AROUND the evil. Cleaning bedpans in veterans' hospitals might make Bush, et al, even more ferociously full of hate, but at least it gives them the opportunity to think about things, to go a different way, to redeem themselves.
And of course we'd put computer chips in their heels so we always know where they are.
Har-har. (Sometimes you gotta laugh.)
I'd say that, whatever circumstances (or just your own good sense) got you away from training at the Monterey Language School was a great blessing. None of us knows how we would behave, really, under intense propaganda or coercion. We sometimes just drift along with compromises until we're brought up short, staring evil in the face. And THEN what do you do? Your choices about it become very narrow and dangerous. I shudder to think how many people in our military, or intelligence community, or political establishment, have some up against that horror, recently. Enticed into evil, and then...where's the exit? What do you do, now that you are complicit? Or what do you do when you reach the point that your personal line of honor has been crossed, or is about to be crossed? Thousands, I should think. Tens of thousands. You were spared that. Be grateful. And accept my congratulations and praise for that wise choice. There is heroism in what people will NOT do--a thing we don't hear much about--as well as in what people positively undertake for the good of all. NOT doing evil can be a lot harder, because there are generally no rewards for it. Let me honor you here--and your parents, and your teachers, and all who helped form you--for what you did NOT do in Vietnam, and Latin America. You are a hero in my book. Thank you!
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