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ive always thought my girlfriends parents where pretty sadictic at times and wouldnt you know it, tonight is the perfect example, emily logs into yahoo invisably(wont show her as logged in) and this converstaion takes place: Emilyw: jim...you there? evirustheslaye: yes Emilyw: jim i'm going to make this quick Emilyw: i cant be one the computer because dad was yelling at me again Emilyw: and there gone right now evirustheslaye: for what Emilyw: but i just wanted to ask you what would you say if i quit college? evirustheslaye: well emily, thats your decision to make, not mine, i wouldnt place any opinion on that decision Emilyw: no i didmt ask for youe dicis. Emilyw: i asked toy what wouls you say? evirustheslaye: i wouldnt say anything. Emilyw: i cant do college no more Emilyw: -crys- evirustheslaye: why not? Emilyw: thats way dad is yelling at me Emilyw: i cant do nothing untill i learnr some words and i tale spelling test 2 a week Emilyw: and i cant do nothing till i lurn them all Emilyw: its 10 words 2s a week Emilyw: and it not just that i'm so strest out right now Emilyw: witht e book work Emilyw: with^ evirustheslaye: spelling test? is this because of a teacher or something that poped into your parents head Emilyw: no Emilyw: and even one or my teachjers told me i should not do college and taht i'm to srest Emilyw: teachers^ Emilyw: what i'm thinking is quiting college and going to work full time and have weekends off evirustheslaye: well stress is vary bad in certain cases, im sure the teachers where looking out for you when they suggested that college added onto it would be too stressful Emilyw: i just and do this no more...-crys- Emilyw: ...dad yelling at me...telling me i cant do nothing till something is doen evirustheslaye: these can be stressful times my love, its best to way your options, figure out just what you can handle Emilyw: i hate the way i am some tiems Emilyw: ..like right now Emilyw: i hate myself evirustheslaye: and if you cant handle a job and college and...... the trials of family living, you cant handle it... theres no shame in that Emilyw: but its like mom and dad are forsing me to go Emilyw: if i tell dad i want to quit...its Emilyw: "oh then you wated my time... you wasted my gass...bal bal bal Emilyw: " Emilyw: gas^ Emilyw: and he starts yelling at me evirustheslaye: do you want me to help you tell him this? Emilyw: i dont know Emilyw: i just scard of what dad might say Emilyw: >> Emilyw: << Emilyw: T_T evirustheslaye: i understand emily evirustheslaye: Emilyw: i dont care about lurning shit right now (sorry) but 12 years of school was so hard for me Emilyw: its like I WANT TO BE DONE! (sorry again) evirustheslaye: its hard for a number of people, what you are going through is not uncommen Emilyw: i know that but still evirustheslaye: .... but still emotions are hard to change with simple words over a computer screen..... Emilyw: i feel like i want to end my life right now...the way dad makes me feel....if i kill myself...he will not have to see me...bug me about stuff...ever again Emilyw: but i cant do that evirustheslaye: i love you emily, your a great person, i dont want to lose you over this Emilyw: because i have you your the only thing that keeps me going evirustheslaye: there are less painfull and less sever things you can do besides that to, take a few days away from the house Emilyw: i haave to go..i better go look at theese darn words evirustheslaye: .....ok
its just insane the amount of times i hear about some sadistic unreasonable things her parents do or say
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