Supposedly tomorrow is my first day as a regular (not temp) at my job

[TZ]

I think I got all my paperwork done. Even got a doctor's note saying the issues with my bloodwork are being treated and not an impairment to work. Moved into my broomcloset (shared office) despite people who have been here much less time than me getting their own cube (which I was promised). And I am running out of the free samples of med my docs gave me to cover me until I get health care as a regular employee.
I am stressing, lately in my life its been Murphy's Law--whatever can go wrong, will.
Not only is my health not great, my family is in turmoil and not speaking to each other for the most part. I have seen my 4 year old niece twice since Thanksgiving (and she only lives 30 miles from me).
I can't do much socializing right now because money is so tight. Thats assuming any of my friends have time to socialize.
My life sucks. I am venting here because my favorite "ear" on the internet (a good and sympathetic friend) has disappeared and I have no clue why.
Good thing I am already on an antidepressent. But I guess I am having a bad day, feeling stressed, depressed and alone.
:(
Thanks for listening.

[Rosemary2205]

1. Please don't let yourself run out of meds

Please plan ahead and either get more samples from your doctor or start looking now for a source that will fill the prescription at an affordable cost. Especially things like anti-depressants. You won't want to suddenly go off those.

I'll keep a warm thought for you.
:hug:

[ChazII]

2. First, congrats for now being a regular

and not a temp. Second, I agree about going back to your doctor and getting samples while waiting for health care to begin.

[Dr. Strange]

3. Congratulations on the "real job" again.

Sorry things aren't going well, though. On the bright side, you still have me and temeah.

Oh wait, that's probably Murphy's Law kicking in again. :crazy:

Feel free to vent. Hopefully temeah will soon have some artistic endeavor to pick you up. (I just recently finished one involving DarkTirade, but I shan't be revealing it just yet.)

[TZ]

5. well that gives me hope and purpose for the future....

;-)

[DarkTirade]

4. If it'll help any... I'll hold Murphy down. You kick him in the hemina-heminas.

:evilgrin:

[BelleCarolinaPeridot]

6. Keep your strong will and determination ...

and everything will be fine.