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I had told three adjuncts with whom I share an office that I have an appointment at MD Anderson next week. When I was leaving, one man was left and he started out telling me that his wife, who has diabetes, has had a transplant -- he was offering it as an example of how there can be positive outcomes to serious medical conditions. But then he asked me if I was a "believer" and I said no, I'm not religious. He was absolutely incredulous! "But what did you do on Easter?" I answered that I watched basketball. :)
Anyway, I made it clear that I respect his beliefs, that I was raised to be a Christian -- in fact, my mother has been a lay minister in the Disciples of Christ church for the last ten years or so -- but it just didn't take, and that I'm 52 years old and I don't think I'm going to change my mind at this point. I told him that I truly appreciate all of the offers of prayers that I have received but he said that I must consider those folks liars! How could people who genuinely care about me as another human being, who send a prayer on my behalf because they believe that it will help me, and who never asked me what my beliefs are because my beliefs don't affect their beliefs -- how could they be liars?! There's a Jew in Israel who has his synagogue praying for me -- if I was a Christian, should I tell him forget it?
Most people I know are secure enough in their own beliefs that they don't feel the need to try convince others that they are right and others are wrong. I would never try to convince a believer to become an atheist. I believe whatever brings a person peace and strength and a clear vision of how to live his or her life is what is best for that person.
Frankly, I've only had two incidents of negative feedback since I found out three weeks ago that I have cancer. One was a gal who asked me how long I have to live and then there's this guy! It makes me appreciate all of you "strangers" here on DU all the more. I know that many -- probably the majority -- of you are believers, yet not one of you tried to impose your beliefs on me. You all wished me the best -- via prayers or positive vibes -- without demanding to know whether I shared your beliefs. I appreciate you all so much!
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