I Wish I Felt Nothing....

[SPKrazy]

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Yyq35717jfU
I Wish I Felt Nothing- The Wallflowers

Say when you're alone
It's better 'cause nobody knows you
When no one's your friend
It's better 'cause nobody leaves you
So you turned your back
On a world that you could never have
'Cause your heart's been cracked
And everyone else's is goin' mad

Chorus:
But I hear voices
And I see colors
But I wish I felt nothing
Then it might be easy for me
Like it is for you

Now all of these people
Come up from deep holes
Pullin' you down
And it's just no use
When all the abuse follows you down
By the morning you've gone
Leavin' me here all alone
Sayin' it's no mystery
I know that nobody here needs me

(chorus)

And I know you believe that you and me don't belong here
And the worst we could do
Is keep trying to pretend we care

[Critters2]

1. You okay, Southpaw? nt

[SPKrazy]

3. I'm sure I'll be fine

thanks

:hug:

[Critters2]

6. Hope so. Wish I could do more. nt

[SPKrazy]

9. Thanks

:hug:

you're very kind

[Fox Mulder]

2. I've been feeling that way since '02.

I think I may be getting better. Not sure. :shrug:

I hope you're feeling well, though. :hug:

[SPKrazy]

4. I'm not

but I will I'm sure

:hug:

[leeroysphitz]

5. Damn straight. If life is 70 percent boredom, 25 percent grief and 10 percent joy

Numbness has a certain appeal. When I stop and think that I have, at least, 35-40 more YEARS of this miserable grind in front of me then numbness starts to sound pretty attractive.

Geez. What a bleak-ass reply. Sorry.

[SPKrazy]

7. No, I Hear Ya

it can seem very bleak sometimes

[leeroysphitz]

13. II know that there is a bright side that I ought to be looking at but, you know, some times

it's hard to focus. I'm with you.

[SPKrazy]

15. it is hard

life is hard

and I've got it easy

I've just got a lot of drama right now in my life.

[Elidor]

8. I think I'll go slit my wrists now...

Since you put it like that.

:P

ps: lighten up, Francis.

[leeroysphitz]

11. Hey. Anybody calls me Francis and I'll KILL ya'...

You just made the list. :| :beer:

[Elidor]

18. I hope I'm not iggied

You make me raff. I need that, now more than ever. :toast:

[The Straight Story]

10. Hey my friend

Is there anything I can do to lighten the mood for you tonight? Send ya some nude pics of myself, etc? :)

[SPKrazy]

12. lol

thanks

:)

ya made me laugh

:hi:

[The Straight Story]

14. Hell, I'd send ya nudes of the wife if it helped

Ok, I wouldn't. But the stories I could tell you...well, they may lift your spirits.

I am down myself, but don't want to talk about it. I am up in so many good ways, but down in a few.

No reason we can't cry in each others' beer. Unless you got something I don't want to get.

[SPKrazy]

16. No reason we can't

I'm not really wanting to talk about "it" but nudes of your wife? :D

I'm up in some ways too, just down in some sad ways at the moment and mad too.

[The Straight Story]

17. I can feel that - and yet

I know things for me are looking up, but tonight are looking down.

Once this spell is over all should be ok. And to think it all has to do with freaking money.

I should be on top of the world tonight, but I feel at the very bottom. All over some stupid bill.

But there it is, one little thing holding me back from what should have been the best week in almost a year.

fuck. But then, I digress and have not listened to what is on your mind.

If nothing else share so I can help a little :) Ain't got nothing else going on right now...(wife fell asleep watching Hockey, daughter is in bed, and I got me some beer...)