I know, but hear me out.
A few weeks ago I was googling the name of a woman I loved in college and found out that she had gotten married to someone else back in January. Finding this out has mostly been benign and not really hurtful, but it has unleashed a tangle of emotions in me, one of which is trying to figure out why I felt that way about her and not any of the other dozens of women I had crushes on or was attracted to back in college. Of all the women I've known in my life I think this was the only one I'd care if she got married.
So researching the subject I eventually found this book.
http://www.familytherapyarena.com/books/Falling-in-Love-isbn9780415951876Falling in Love: Why We Choose the Lovers We Choose
And it is supposedly an academic treatise on the who, what, when, where, why and how of romantic love, ie why do we fall in love with one person and not another. I just bought it so I haven't been able to read it, but looking at the table of contents it says
"Part II: Unconscious Romantic Choices, Our Romantic Attraction Code. Openness to Love. The Son Falls in Love With "Mother," The Daughter With "Father." The Unconscious Romantic Image."
Is there legit psychological evidence to back that up? Are people really attracted to people who remind them of their parents? I always thought that was just a lazy, discredited freudian idea and never gave it much credibility.
If so, I'm fucked as I don't want to date a woman who acts like my mom. She is a decent person, but she is a shut in who is emotionally unavailable and intellectually boring. Tell you more you say? no.