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First, thank you leftyclimber for the ride and for the company at the Emergency Department. My Mom likes you a lot, and I love you to death.
I'm home at 4:06 am, mostly because Mom has now been moved to the Cardiac Care Unit for intensive monitoring, and as it's an ICU ward, I can't stay there with her. My bad back won't tolerate sleeping in a waiting room chair, so I decided to come home. Rhythm and LyricKid were at the hospital with us for a while, as LyricKid was deeply upset about Grandma, and would NOT go to sleep without seeing her for himself.
Here is what I know for sure at this moment: she is bleeding badly in her stomach, probably thanks to the heavy amounts of blood thinners that she's been on. They had to insert an alarmingly thick tube through her nose and down her throat into her stomach in order to flood her stomach with saline and pump it back out. The tube is still there, keeping her stomach drained so that whatever's wrong in there can clot up and heal enough to stop draining her of blood. She had a REALLY hard time accepting that tube, as it hurts badly to insert it, and in the end the doctor had to be blunt with her: if you don't do this, you WILL bleed to death right here. That was enough to make her permit it, although she was still upset about it.
Her blood pressure is dangerously low, and has remained so pretty much all night. Her blood oxygen level is also low. Both are due to the major blood loss she has sustained from the stomach bleeding. Both of these things are complicating the heart problems she has, and she's having some irregular heartbeats and weird EKGs, so she's in Cardiac ICU. She was originally being given blood (thank you, blood donors) but her body started rejecting it with some weird kind of allergic reaction that we don't understand--it involved running a fever--so they had to stop giving her blood. At this point, they are just waiting for her blood pressure to stay up enough to make sedation safe so that they can put her under and do an endoscopy to see exactly what's going on. They can't do it right now, though--with a blood pressure average of about 69/45, any sedation would put her in immediate danger of going into shock.
She's terrified, and she didn't want me to go, but I didn't really have a choice. I'm not allowed to sleep in her "room" there, as the ICU rules forbid that. I just hope like hell that nothing serious happens between now and tomorrow morning, because if they call and want me there fast, I have no way to make that happen--taxis take up to an hour, the bus an hour and a half, and leftyclimber, bless her, still lives 20+ minutes away even if she DIDN'T have school tomorrow (which she does.)
I'm exhausted and my back is spasming, so I'm going to go lay down. I know you're all probably tired of hearing about this, but I just don't have many other people to open up to. I am still furious that they released her so early, but at least it's not another heart attack this time. It *is* something that would have been caught MUCH earlier if she'd only been safe in the hospital where she belongs.
Love you all. Pray/Think good thoughts for us.
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