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I'd been voting for almost 3 decades, and never voted for anyone I had much enthusiasm for. Voting was uniformly a process of choosing the least bad among bad choices.
My response to the selection of 2000 was to finally, after a lifetime of debating, participating in the democratic process (to a point; never in party politics, as an independent), and tolerating those around me I considered to be politically shallow, I lost my temper. I registered with a party, because I wanted to be part of the process that would choose someone to kick republican ass and return the nation to a state of semi-sanity.
So I began to look at the field. I was open to all. I was impressed by the energy that Dean generated. I'd never even heard of Dennis Kucinich, or really, most politicians outside of my own state. Considering politics to be a dirty, corrupt, weasley process full of people that would happily say anything to "win," I'd kept my distance. When my friend DesertRose asked me to take a look at Dennis Kucinich, I did. Just like I took a look at all the rest, without any political baggage to drag me down. I was surprised. I'd never heard of a politician with such a, frankly, highly evolved point of view.
So I decided to go hear him in person when he came to town. California is a big town, lol, so it took me about 5 hours to drive south to Orange County where he was speaking. I went all by myself, being a lonewolf in real life as well as politically. I hung out on the lawn outside the courthouse steps and observed the people around me, and listened to their conversations. It was refreshing. They were talking about issues of peace, of health, of employment, of environmental responsibility, and other issues of import to me, and, a rare occurrence, they mirrored my own pov. I wandered around the booths, and found organizations to chat with that I respected, and could give my support to.
There was the arrival of Sanchez, and her introduction. Fine. She managed to get elected in Orange County, so there had to be something to respect about her, lol. Then DK stepped up and began speaking. I enjoyed hearing him. I agreed with what he had to say, and found something in my breast demanding to get out. A big WHY????? Why is he so direct about the things that matter, and why do so many of the rest talk in circles with nice soundbites that go nowhere? I was in shock. I didn't know a politician could be real. The last time I heard someone speak that affected me like that I was 11 years old, and Angela Davis was speaking at a women's center in LA.
So, when he was done, we all went into the courtroom. He stood on the steps in the hallway with 20-30 people asking questions. He carefully made sure that no one was left out. When the LaRouche guy showed up, he listened and responded respectfully, and then turned to the next person. When the LaRouche guy began shouting, obviously determined to "crash" the conversation, he calmly, respectfully, and firmly shut him down without batting an eye.
Meanwhile, I'm listening and trying not to let my jaw drag on the ground. The questions were so varied, and he, with no notes, had an intelligent, well-thought out response to all. He referenced great writers, researchers, and leaders in his responses. When it was my turn, I asked the question I knew no one else would. I'm a teacher. Up to this point, he'd just blown me away. But I asked the hard question. I asked him about his support for NCLB. I'm a teacher. He dropped his head a moment, then looked me in the eye and took my hand. He sighed. I don't remember his exact words, but I remember that they were correct. I remember that he had blistering things to say about the high stakes testing portion, and real passion for closing the achievement gap. He talked about the real things he wanted to do to close that gap, within the public ed system, and, tellingly, outside of public ed and in the communities of the have-nots. I thanked him, and he reached out to the next person.
While he was a bare half-inch above my own height, and I was looking him directly in the eyes, I didn't have any sense of short stature. He was a strong, clear presence in the room. He was not intimidated, not angered by LaRouche baiters or tough questions, and met each individual on their own ground, so to speak, in his responses.
The five hour drive home passed in a blur, even through L.A.. It took me several days to get over my sense of shock. I campaigned for him and the day I got to cast my primary vote was the single time in my life to this point that I cast a vote "for" a candidate instead of "against" the opposition.
Since then, I have followed him closely. He has yet to disappoint, unlike virtually every other current candidate in the race for '08.
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