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When mr liberty and I got married in 1995, he insisted upon a church wedding, in the church he grew up in, with the pastor from his childhood. I didn't care; I'm a free-thinker and have always been somewhat anti-organized religion, and although I do believe there is a 'something' that could be called God I also believe in reincarnation, which kind of puts me outside most church doctrine. He wasn't a regular churchgoer at the time, because of his work schedule (he worked nights and weekends); but he was committed in his beliefs about God, Jesus, and religion. He wasn't really involved in politics, and wasn't as informed as I was about it and the RR. He's much better informed now than he was - no surprise since I'm kinda obsessed with everything political. He's very much a live-and-let-live kind of guy, although he's also very liberal like me. Since the rise of the RW thru the *BushCo years, he's become more and more disillusioned. A few days ago he told me that he's not even sure he believes in God anymore, he definitely doesn't believe in the God that is worshipped by all these repressive religious freaks, and religion seems like a scam. He said the best description of his beliefs now is that he's an agnostic - he's just not sure. We discussed it a bit, and I surmised that his beliefs are probably more deist than agnostic, but I felt bad for him. I never had the chance to be disillusioned with my religious beliefs, I can remember being in Sunday School at the age of 3 or so thinking that these stories were kind of silly, and not realistic at all; and even at that age I believed in reincarnation, even though I didn't know what the word for it was - I knew I'd been here before, and I can remember learning things (like tying my shoes) and thinking that I remembered this from the last time I was here. Anyway - I feel for him, because he's questioning everything he believed in, and I know it's got to be difficult for him, it turns everything he's believed in on it's head. There's some great messages in the Bible, and it could be used as a force for good. Too bad the RW only focuses on the messages of revenge, hate, and repression. I think the RR has pushed their beliefs too far, and the American public (in general) just are not that kind of Christian, despite the claims of the RW.
Kind of a rambling response here, but your post triggered this train of thought! :)
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