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Let me start by confessing that for a long time, I have been so angry that "our" party has been slip-sliding to the right that I had sworn off supporting the DLC-Dems (I have both a DLC Representative and Senator). And there are many of us here that feel the same way. I have felt almost totally betrayed by the party powers and the system in which they operate to the point that even bothering to vote seemed an exercise in futility. I was, and still am to some extent, of a mind to conclude that seeking a political solution is doomed to fail. A revolution, however that is defined, seemed to be the only solution. But that rage, as strong as it is at times, sometimes fades a bit. It is hard, and destructive, to maintain. With the primary season still months away and, more importantly, the general election over a year in the future, I wonder how many of us "dis-affected Dems" will come home in November '08 and how many of will stay home. A lot can change in a year - actual events, personal situations, emotional reactions. This rethinking has been prompted by two specific factors. For the first time in a long time, I actually watched some media coverage of a couple of our candidates. Hearing them speak, it reinforced in me the perception that no matter how "centrist" they are, they are infinitely better on practically every issue than anything the dark side can bring forth. Sure, I would love to see DK nominated and elected. And there is still a (dreamer) part of me that hopes it will happen. But,.... there are so many goddamned buts. Secondly, events MAY be coming together that MAY present a last, unique opportunity within the political framework. Many people do seem to be fed up with Georgie and his gang. A lot of puke pols are taking their pensions and heading for the private sector. So, there is a little voice inside my head that is being lured by a siren's song of "maybe one more try" at the ballot box. But, if I do wind up playing one more time and get fooled again - that will be the last time. So, that is where I am. Now. A year away. I will probably go back and forth many times before 11/08. I am not sure where I will wind up.
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