|
i came here today after reading what obama said with regards to the RFK bit, thinking i could be that gracious, that instead of running away with her words, as he chose not to do to her, as she would certainly have done to him, that i could drop it, let it go, move on, he's won anyway.
so i came here reassessing my views regarding hillary clinton,
hoping that i could convince myself that i would vote for a ticket with her on it, as i was told by a poster here last night that the fact that i would not vote for an obama/clinton ticket and would instead write in other (D), means that i "prefer mccain," ( :grr: ) which made me mad, but i considered it for a while. i certainly do NOT "prefer mccain," it's just that i "prefer" to see the clinton's go into hiding somewhere rather than moving back into the white house, and i prefer obama stick to his "change" mantra...alas, i suppose i would, heavy-heartedly, concede that vote.
thinking that if she somehow came across a nomination, i could convince myself to vote for her- i know i know, she'd somehow, someway be better than mccain, blah blah blah, but it would be with no enthusiasm, no hope for the future;
thinking that i could stop saying and even thinking that she is more of a republican than democrat, if not republican enabler.
but then, i read this post, and havocmom's post, and H2Oman's latest post on the Kennedys,
and i remembered that when she breached her loyalty to the democratic party in praising mccain over obama, she lost my democratic loyalty to her.
that when she breached my trust on IWR and kyl/lieberman and rattled obliteration, she lost the right to claim my vote/support simply because she claims to be a democrat.
and with the RFK repetition, she has lost every ounce of respect i EVER had for her.
i don't think i owe her anything. should obama somehow lose this nomination to hillary clinton, the election will be lost in my eyes anyhow. to me, a clinton win, even in the GE, is a win for the republicans she enables and resembles. yes, i would vote for her, but it would with the feeling that i were voting for more of the same, and it would be without any other support.
maybe i'm just still mad, maybe that's inflammatory, maybe it's an overreaction, but posts like this, neighbors like mine who have served two tours of duty in iraq, classmates whose brothers killed themselves after suffering with PTSD, posts like havocmom's upthread, make it seem pretty well justified. :(
|