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Aspys but for everyone Bullied, but especially for Aspys. having little to no social skills i could not get help, i had very little contact with the outside world other than to suffer from it.
i suffered Broken ribs, arm twisted till broken wrist, beaten to the ground by 6 older boys, viciously kicked in the guts back head.. even jumped up and down on by 2 at a time, once in the gym showers when i was a freshman the gang of thugs pushed me back and fourth in a circle..tripped me and they all pissed on me. i was 6' tall in the 8th grade. sophomore year i was 6'3" weighed 123 pounds. clay kicked me so hard sitting in the bleachers when i wasn't looking he dislocated a rib, broke it off the sternum, took 3 years to heal. then i went home and was beaten by my father..
i showed my wife the Muslim Woman's beating in Pakistan.. she was horrified.. i just said, she got off easy, i was beaten daily at times much worse, that switch or belt would sing thru the air before it hit me and would follow through... my first memory in life is being beaten, then being beaten worse till i stopped crying. i was probably not 5 yet, laying on the floor trying not to cry or maybe he'd come back, my ear was on the floor, the hard leather heals of his shoes made loud resonating staccato thumps through the wood floor.. my father was complaining how bad his hand hurt. i remember how stupid that sounded.
i could read at 3, i had to be careful, or people would say "you cant read, give me that", my son went thru the GATE Program.. for gifted children, he has a PhD in Engineering. i taught him algebra when he was 3 1/2 with a deck of cards. i knew i only had a short time with him so i used it to program him to believe that Learning was fun, math is a game that they kept adding rules to, to keep it fun/interesting.. go to the library and learn them first.. they will think you're smart. it's all a game, some teachers/adults aren't fun, pity them they suffer, keep your mouth shut about them, don't piss them off. they are like chuck holes in the road, they wont change, they just get worse be happy don't be like them. then he was gone. i hear he became a wonderful loving person. my family has the compassion gene, and are clairvoyant.. his mothers side were exceptionally brilliant, without a lick of common sense. LP his grandfather was one of the most intelligent people ever, he had creative curiosity and love for adventure, my best friend ever.
i'm thankful my son was blessed with the opportunities i wasn't able to provide him..
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