I must be losing it

[undergroundpanther]

Tonight I can feel alot of energies around.Yeah I know it's windy tonight. But dammit I am so on edge,and not sure why. Gonna keep sniffing around the aether's until I figure it all out.Might get on my coat and sit in the moonlight and try to speak to those transparent shape-shifty people again I saw once before. Ask if they sense anything.Might go talk to Sekhmet too.

Something is about to happen , my brain is quivering like when I get an information download from somewhere else..it's like a free fall.It's driving me up a wall tonight. I have a feeling tonight something is gonna happen in the wee hours that will be important to whom or why I dunno yet.The atmosphere in here is not right . My house has a fortified magickal barrier and magical darts in that barrier made to behave like missiles to keep nasty entities out of here and I feel them and their toxic waves moving all around outside the barrier.Even the light in here has become dimmer than usual.It's having a strong effect.And it ain't even making contact with my yard!!I need to see what is going on clearer. I hope I am wrong.

If I get a message that is clear,on this I will post it here.ASAP OK?
Until then, I ask all you guys here who walk in two worlds to take care, be careful. Keep your senses awake,call your protectors, do spiritual protection magick,for yourself and others, light up some sage or burn some dragons blood resin, put sea salt and bay leaves in every corner of your house, or just do whatever works for you because I sense a spiritual change or a danger is coming. I don't want anyone getting hit by it or scarred either.From the way it feels to me,it could be a doozy.Or it's just me getting paranoid..Regardless better to say something and be wrong and look like a fool than say nothing and be right and someone gets whopped. Just my 2 cents..

[rumpel]

1. Will do

hang in there - they'll try

sending us all light

:grouphug:

[magnolia]

2. Why.....

Why are you assuming that whatever is coming is going to be bad?

Fear and excitement "feel" exactly the same. The only difference is based on the judgement we make. If you are having a strong feeling of some kind, try not to engage your ego by making judgments about it. Right now it's just a feeling.

Here's an example: Say you are sitting in a doctors waiting room waiting for the doctor to call you in to tell you the results of some tests. You would probably be very anxious. Your anxiety would be based on your ego telling you that it could be bad news. Your anxiety is NOT warning you that something bad is coming. You could sit there anxious and fearful and get really great news. So...don't judge or define what you are feeling...just go with it.

[undergroundpanther]

6. About"feelings"

>Why are you assuming that whatever is coming is going to be bad?
No assuming I am stating how it feels to me. It feels unpleasant.


>Your anxiety is NOT warning you that something bad is coming. You >could sit there anxious and fearful and get really great news. >So...don't judge or define what you are feeling...just go with it.

Umm I already do this, I know anxiety is just anxiety,but did you read my post at all?
I said saw entities that were not warm and fuzzy twords me up against the barriers that protect this house. plenty of them. Also the astrals are collapsing so Duh. The energies when they move can have electro magnetic qualities that nail us in the temporal lobe which can make it anxious/ It's not about ego causing this it is the brain sensing electro magnetic forces at play interacting with the lobes.
You can set off strong anxiety reactions by placing strong magnets at certain places on the surface of your head. It's no mystery here.

I find it disturbing how lot of people especially in the "new age" community have turned ego into the new satan. Ego has a valuable function,it has a right to exist too..It's helpful when it is healthy. You don't have to kill your ego to be enlightened any more than you must kill your shadow (ID)or any other personality component of yourself. I have alters inside and I do not want to be merged into"one". Some therapists push dissociative to "merge" and I think for me I don;t want to. There is a big difference in knowing your ego(s) and it's(their) limits and usefulness , from destroying/denying you got one (or many).Buddha spoke of the"stink of enlightenment" please look it up..

Anyways
I still got this energy shit going on here but less intense than last night was . I went up about 4 aether layers, than ran right into a friggin wall(not the ring pass not thingys) journeying to seek out what the source of this was.. Maybe because I am drifting into depression again I am limited I dunno. And my depression is not because of my eeevil ego, it's because of trauma damage to my brain.Been trying my damnest to cope with it tho.

[Delphinus]

8. How are you doing today, up?

Did you try going into the energy again?

[MorningGlow]

3. Anything yet, UP?

I found your post very interesting--I could feel a very active energy last night too (and it was very windy here in upstate NY as well), but for me it felt like a situation that was in stasis was breaking up, so it was a more positive energy (but no less manic).

I had my "witchiepoo" class last night (actually when we four senior members of my school and coven get together once a week for various and sundry activities--social, educational, and otherwise) and we talked about the fact that not only are we in Merc retrograde, but also in the midst a Mercury storm that's going to even outlast the retrograde period by about a week or so. Do you think the Merc storm might have been affecting the energies about you? It's been wreaking havoc with me since it started on the 13th, that's for sure.

Anyway, please do post more when you get a chance. I'm keen to hear your take on what's going on! :hi:

[KitchenWitch]

4. I felt something too

it did not feel negative to me though. In fact, I woke up in the middle of the night and had a very difficult time getting back to sleep. So I read more of The Secret.

[Tsiyu]

5. May calm and serene energy

surround you. Hope all the fuss is over something grand and glorious in your life.

Peace out :hippie:

[Mojorabbit]

7. I felt something too

but for me it started Thurs night and is now only starting to abate a bit. I have no idea what it was, only that it was strong and unpleasant.