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Edited on Tue Feb-28-06 11:38 AM by merh
toil Katrina has had on the Survivors (not refugees, not victims -- Survivors).
"Able-bodied men and women that could have gotten at least some form of employment." How the hell do you know? What, are you a god, able to see into their souls, able to know what their psyche's are like?
What may appear to you as able bodied men and women are probably folks suffering from extreme depression and Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome. I know, I am dealing with emotional issues from Katrina and there are times I do not want to leave my trailer, let alone face a day of work with the stress that goes along with the job.
Folks like you who judge the survivors that are not living the struggles will one day realize that you haven't a clue as to what Katrina was on August 29th and what it has been for the survivors over the last 6 months.
Imagine if you can what it is like to be in calf high waters that suddenly rise to your waist and then to your chest and then you find yourself swimming. Imagine the fear and the frustrations of fleeing your home, to find safety while along knowing you will have no home to come back to. Imagine the chaos, the smells, the noises, the tastes of death, destruction and loss.
Then imagine living in anarchy for weeks, not seeing anything that even resembles the life you once knew. Imagine the surreal military state of your community as armed military units question your movements, as you live day to day accepting the kindness of strangers, as you stand in gas lines, water lines and ice lines. Imagine curfews and helicopters buzzing overhead, imagine the fear associated with going through the debris laden neighborhoods, not knowing if you will come across a dead body or a group of looters, or worse, some official dealing with someone they consider a looter.
Imagine returning to your home or where your home once stood to find everything covered in a mud that smells worse than anything you have ever smelled. Imagine having to go through the rubble that is left to find pieces of what was once your life. Imagine everything that you worked for all of your life being lost in a matter of hours and knowing that you will never have your old life back. Imagine the fear of the unknown, the fatigue associated with trying to stand up again, let alone rebuild.
Able bodied? I may look as healthy as an ox, but I am far from being a healthy person and I am one of the strong ones, I am one of the healthy ones.
How folks like you anger me! "Oh, I visited NOLA", did you do a damn thing to help? Did you stop to talk to any of the survivors? Did you offer an ear, a shoulder, a hand? I'm crying at the thought of the thousands of others that are still wounded and suffering from Katrina and the pain that folks like you cause by your judgments and your apathy.
Face it America, there are thousands of folks along the Gulf Coast area living with PTSD, we didn't ask for it, we don't like it, but it is what it is. We are the walking wounded and what we need is more than just money and trailers and time, we need understanding and we need hope. The NOLA coroner has begun a study of the deaths since Katrina compared to the death index over the last 5 years. He is convinced as I am, Katrina continues to claim victims, folks are giving up and dying, either from broken hearts and natural causes or by suicide, they just can't go on any longer.
What do we Katrina survivors need? We need to know that we are not forgotten and that the outrage and fear we feel is understood. We need volunteers here to help us with the cleanup, the rebuilding and to show concern. We need understanding. A few weeks ago I had the pleasure of eating lunch with intheflow, a DUer that is in town volunteering. A few days before our lunch we had some bad weather, thunderstorms with high winds. After the initial introductions and "get to know you chit chat", intheflow looked at me and with a very caring and knowing voice asked me how I did through the night of bad weather. Those simple, yet very understanding words touched my heart more than you can know. She knew without me having to tell her that the bad weather was hard to deal with, that it triggers the fears, the angst, the panic that didn't exist in my life before Katrina.
What we need, the folks along the Mississippi Gulf Coast and Texas and NOLA and her surrounding communities, is understanding and true concern, not some judgmental crap that comes from someone that visited the area.
Is there abuse of the system, yes, probably, but there is abuse of the system every day by non-Katrina survivors. Do you speed? Do you fudge on your taxes? Let me know when you are without sin and I will hand you that stone.
Walk just one day in our shoes, then you have the right to judge us. Live our nightmares, face our struggles and then you can sit back and judge us.
The system is broken and with attitudes like yours, it will never be fixed.
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