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I can see it in the media and in the govt
"Have you ever been in a relationship in which you felt something was just not quite right, wanted to believe, and ended up discovering that the object of your affection was stealing you blind and making love to others while sleeping in your bed? That is how I feel about this country."
...I can tell you are a male, because that is the epitome of the bad relationship from a man's viewpoint (just observing, no judgement :) But for me it has also manifested as a mirror of the worst relationship I can imagine...
You know when you feel something isn't quite right, and then you get slapped across the room for asking them to be accountable, like, "where's the money for the electric bill?"...and the next thing you know you are huddling on the floor, already denying that the monster has done this to you and violated your trust - already fixing it in your mind that somehow you must have deserved it or "said it the wrong way" or aproached him at a bad time, etc...
I see the droning of propaganda and continued assaults on our fredoms and plotting and planning and greed and war mongering and terrorism and fascism as a collective abuse of our country. To what end...well to what end does any abuser create his world of lies and deciet and pain?
Control...
If I said I wasn't sometime caught in this cycle of violence myself, I'd be lying. Honestly, relationships with my family, mentors, my church, friends and sisters who believe in me and hold that Light of Peace are my only refuge. and that is what I have to remind myself is REAL & TRUE. My community, real caring, maybe even some faith (some kind of connection to Creator, however that looks)....that is what will get us through the darkness that is ahead.
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