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Related: Editorials & Other Articles, Issue Forums, Alliance Forums, Region ForumsIs it hard-wired into humans that they think they'll never get old?
I know I didnt think I ever would. I am approaching 70. Ive talked to several friends who are about my age and they say the same thing.
So I wonder if maybe it isnt hardwired into people that they irrationally think that getting old is something thatll never happen to them. Yes, it happened to grandma and grandpa, it happened to mom and dad, but
Itll never happen to me.
Vinca
(50,304 posts)For some reason it's really bothered me. Maybe it's because I can't think of any other person in my family who made it to 80. Just had an aunt kick off at 78. It's all very strange. I hope I find my way back to the delusional self who thinks she's 45 or 50.
Siwsan
(26,291 posts)My maternal grandfather was 97. My aunt was 98. And I have a 2nd cousin who is 104.
I only want to be here for as long as my body and mind can hold their own. My mom (87), her brother (87) and sister (92) died of Alzheimer's. If I've inherited that, as a genetic condition, I hope to be gone before it kicks in.
shanti
(21,675 posts)a family member with Alzheimer's, you NEVER want that to happen to yourself!
Roland99
(53,342 posts)My dad and father-in-law both had passed the previous fall.
Then the kids still at home started graduating from high school (youngest now wrapping up 7th grade)
And the last couple of years mortality has taken up residence in my head more than it should
Find myself melancholy and nostalgic (the 80s are 40 years old next year!) a lot more and thinking my only big goal left is retirement (about 17yrs out)
And like the OP posits I keep thinking why do we have to age? I dont wanna go and the kids not have me around. The world not have me around.
I think trying to refocus that energy into new forms such as creating new goals in life or focus on new and different types of milestones is the way to combat that
Siwsan
(26,291 posts)I'm lucky to still be healthy, limber, curious, active and feisty as hell.
unblock
(52,328 posts)Siwsan
(26,291 posts)I've lost 5 close family members, in the last 4 years.
I hate seeing people use tombstones as a 'gag' decoration for people's birthdays.
unblock
(52,328 posts)I've only lost one -- sister-in-law, younger than me -- in the last year.
But it's inevitable. My parents are well into their eighties....
unblock
(52,328 posts)i've always felt as old as i was, never felt any urge to lie about my age, never had any illusions of immortality or eternal youth.
i'm 55 and feel 55. i see my body not recovering from minor wounds and bruises as quickly as it did when i was 40, and i can feel typical male changes such as needing to go to the bathroom more... urgently at times....
and i'm well aware that 70 is a quick 15 years away, and i can extrapolate and imagine what my body and mind will likely be like in not too long.
and i'm fine with it all.
mrs. unblock thinks i'm a freak, though....
UniteFightBack
(8,231 posts)better. So I'm 47 now and have been concerned about getting old and aging for awhile. Time keeps on slippin, slippin, slippin...into the future.
Arkansas Granny
(31,531 posts)but I don't feel old. I have some aches and pains, but for the most part I feel good and I rarely get sick. I haven't even had a cold this winter. It surprises me sometimes to realize that I'm considered to be "elderly".
BigDemVoter
(4,157 posts)I never did. But I do now, and it isn't a particularly fun idea! Ugh.
Ferrets are Cool
(21,110 posts)The first thing to go was my quick reflexes. When I would stumble, I couldn't catch myself as quickly as earlier in life. It only gets worse.
The Genealogist
(4,723 posts)Aging just seems to have happened so quickly. I am 45 and it seems like yesterday that I graduated from high school. The last 15 years or so seem like a blur.
world wide wally
(21,755 posts)drmeow
(5,024 posts)so much as you think it is really, really far away and you think you won't change or be affected by it.
Trenzalore
(2,331 posts)Up to about 5 years ago I never really thought about it. Now when I see an older person at the bar I go to I realize that will be me some day because I look about what my parents looked like when I was a child and they are that age now.
VOX
(22,976 posts)And every time I look in the mirror, theres a kindly old gent on the other side, staring back at me.
Its sobering that ones time remaining above ground is being chewed up so quickly, falling away in clumps of years. My dad died suddenly at age 68, so Ive already had two more years (and counting) of life than he did. Ive also outlived three of my closest friends so far.
It gets weirder. As the years and decades stack up, you realize that youre of a certain vintage and that one day (sooner than later), itll be your turn. My wifes first husband had his turn a couple years back, at age 66. Had a little chest pain, and suddenly, that was that he died on the way to the hospital.
As I say, the 70-year mark seems to be a significant psychic signpost. Its a reminder that, if youve got anything left to do or see on this strange planet, the time to do so is NOW, as this theme-park of a world will be closing in the not too distant future.
llmart
(15,553 posts)I'm always thinking about if I'm going to travel I better do it now because every day something new aches or I see myself moving slower. I am still surprised that I can't walk as fast as I used to. It's the realization that you've lived the majority of your life. There is no getting around that. It's crossing another name and address out of your address book because one more friend, family member, neighbor has died.
I have always had a real sense of mortality, even my own because my parents died at young ages. My mother was 55 and my father was 60. I've also lost two siblings. I have lived the majority of my life with the nagging notion in my mind that I need to cherish every single moment because of this. I refuse to waste any remaining time on useless pursuits that others my age just do out of lifelong habits. I don't allow any toxic people in my life either - doesn't really matter who they are. I have no time for that nonsense or the drama people.
VOX
(22,976 posts)And I now steer clear of anyone who sucks the energy out of the room; I find them intolerable and a ripping time-waster.
And Im on the same page regarding travel. No major aches and pains yet, other than some hearing loss. So if my wife and I have places that we want to visit (and we do), its not going to get any easier than NOW.
Take care
malaise
(269,172 posts)to friends and family. When they keep up the BS about aging, I ask them about all our dead relatives and friends. I keep telling them that the fundamental philosophical truth is that everything that lives will die. Way too many folks can't accept that simple truth despite the fact that our parents and grandparents are long gone and most of us have lost at least one sibling and many friends.
Beringia
(4,316 posts)But I wonder if we aren't hard-wired to not think of ourselves as not having any pitfalls that many others have, a specific kind of lack of empathy for self preservation.
UTUSN
(70,743 posts)That said, I agree with the o.p. because at 72 I still think there's no end in sight, while knowing at some theoretical level that there is.
Plus, besides the canard of a genius/MOZART croaking at 35, I take sharp notice every time somebody my age or younger is in the obits.
Also, I keep being a procrastinator, like I've got all the time in the universe to write that book. And regretting that if I don't nobody (certainly nobody on an internet discussion board) will know or care that I existed. Got to update my Obit to leave a teeny BIT behind. What I use to rationalize is that in the scope of The Universe, nothing I do or don't do won't be a zip of anything.
Skittles
(153,193 posts)or did you just think you'd grow really old while.....looking like you're 30?
I don't remember ever thinking like that.
raccoon
(31,125 posts)I think it was more that I couldnt imagine that much time going by.
You know how time seems to drag when youre a kid? A year then is like 10 now. I couldnt conceive of that many years. to me it was like thinking about geologic time. I couldnt wrap my head around it.
Skittles
(153,193 posts)Last edited Tue Apr 30, 2019, 07:45 PM - Edit history (1)
I moved every year as a child, sometimes twice a year - time did not seem to stand still.....nothing did, really
JustABozoOnThisBus
(23,367 posts)Trump, for example. Young and vigorous he is. He said that.
Me? Sometimes I like to think my hair still has pigment. Then I see the pure white debris around my chair at the barbershop.
lunatica
(53,410 posts)The main thing is that now I feel the scarcity of the years ahead of me. I never minded aging and I still dont. Ive liked every decade of my life. I like being in my 70s and I hope to experience my 80s. Aging and all it represents has been an adventure. I have a sense that my memories are my history and I feel satisfied that I cared about the world and that I loved my people and my pets.
Life is rich if you experience it right.
shanti
(21,675 posts)When I was a young woman, I always said to myself that when I got old, I'd have long, gray hair. Little did I know that just having enough hair to put in a pony tail would be a struggle. 60 was the age when shit really got real. No ER visits until then, and now one every year. Getting old isn't for sissies, but it beats the alternative!
Laura PourMeADrink
(42,770 posts)the probability of nursing homes.
Wonder what percentage of the people think Medicare takes care of it? they don't. Only 20 days. I never knew this til now.
No one knows that you are on your own after that - anywhere from $5k to $14 k a month (depending on state). Only poor (Medicaid) and rich can afford that.
But, if you sign over your assets, you can get Medicaid to pay. And don't forget to sign everything over at least 5 years before your parents are in a nursing home or the house that they worked so hard for will be owned by not them.
marybourg
(12,634 posts)to pay your parents 5K to 14K a month in nursing home fees that they could have paid, at least for a while, by selling the home they no longer need because now theyre in nursing homes. And hey, weren't they prescient to have known just when they would meet the standard for nursing home care and 5 years before that day, beggar themselves just so they could get theirs and go into a great Medicaid nursing home. Great advice!
Laura PourMeADrink
(42,770 posts)G_j
(40,372 posts)though the conscious me perceives time quite differently.
Looking in the mirror can remedy that sometimes..
Horse with no Name
(33,956 posts)But Im not crazy about this season of life.
Im losing friends, friends parents and Im just not going to handle it well when I lose my Mom.
BigmanPigman
(51,629 posts)I was going to do my taxes with him then BOOM! He certainly didn't expect it either. He just turned 85. My parents' 59th anniversary was going to be a week after he died. He had made dinner reservations and just got his car smogged (CA). He walked and talked as fast as me, his memory was as sharp as mine and his mind even sharper. He was thin, exercised, ate right, went to doctors, had below average blood pressure,etc. Then out of the blue he died in his sleep. His parents both died at 84 and 85 but had both been bed ridden in nursing homes for years first. My dad always said that he wanted "quality of life" and I told him that I would buy him a one way ticket to a "euthanasia country" if that is what he wanted when he no longer had quality of life. We never got to that point. I am so sad I can not stand it. I am glad my wonderful, very Dem dad died without pain but man, I am in pain right now. It hurts!
I saw this about a year ago and found it interesting how these two actors thought about aging...
DontBooVote
(901 posts)...heart problems, is on the bubble and could go any moment. A couple of months ago he found himself picking himself off the ground after having been on a step stool doing some chore outside. That was on Friday afternoon and he didn't report to his doc until Monday (and didn't tell me until 3 weeks had passed). He got his ass chewed out by his doctor and then by me for being so casual about it. When he finally did seek medical care, it was determined he found himself on the ground because an irregular heartbeat set off his implanted defibralator and knocked his ass to the ground. I don't know if he wants to die but he says he wants to stick around.
I wish there's something I could say to help ease your pain but I know there isn't. Hang in there, brother, it gets easier with time.
BigmanPigman
(51,629 posts)I wish I could fast forward to the part where it does get easier.
kskiska
(27,047 posts)and don't feel any different. I guess I'm still in denial. I'm in really good shape, but I do have Type 2 diabetes (no insulin). I don't think of myself as old.
tavernier
(12,401 posts)Once I went back to work I felt 10 years younger.
captain queeg
(10,247 posts)He looked me in the eye and asked me what I saw when I looked at him. I didnt really say anything, and he said an old guy, right? Then he said from the inside looking out nothing was different he felt and thought the way he always had. For some reason that really hit me and stuck with me.
I notice lots of the things others have mentioned, slower reactions and healing, poorer memory, etc but the thing I really notice is how fast the years fly by nowadays. I dont necessarily feel like days go quicker but the years sure do. My son is just graduating high school. Seemed like he was a toddler a long time but his teen years sure flew by. Same with work. Im just retiring and have had the same position for about 15 yrs. five times longer at least than any other it sure hasnt seemed like it.
Poiuyt
(18,130 posts)I told a friend of my mother's a few years ago that I was 60 but felt like I was 25. She said, "I'm 86, and I feel like I'm 25 too."
ismnotwasm
(42,014 posts)Ive always had a strong sense of mortality, knowing that someday this will be over. I love life and being alive. Im in my 50s now, but I was a mom at 17 and a grandmother at 38. So what do you do? You roll with what you got.
Aging is not culturally valued, and we have a myriad of ways we avoid it. Either how it looks, or how it feels.
JI7
(89,271 posts)longer. when you are in your 20s just thinking back you were 10-20s . so you went through huge changes.
adult years last longer without much change . you can go 5, 10, 15 + years at the same job unlike when you are young and would go to different schools.
Akacia
(583 posts)think that it is a shame that some people think that people are less than as they age. I have always loved being whatever age I am. Sure my body is not what it used to be but my mind and heart are so much more in tuned to being my true self. I no longer worry about what other people think about me and it is so freeing.
rsdsharp
(9,202 posts)No with my knees!
PRETZEL
(3,245 posts)You would be suprised just how active seniors are.
For example, our agency in conjunction with the county holds an annual Centennarian Luncheon. This year (our 10th anniversary) we have 145 Centennarians participating.
Next week is the annual Senior Games. There are over 600 registered for various events.
panader0
(25,816 posts)better care of myself. I still feel young--the I pass a mirror and am
disappointed in the reflection.