Thx AA BUT I SEE THERE IS NO POINT HAVE A GOOD NIGHT...
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If you have a dog or cat or family member, love them.
Take an aspirin, advil, something like that and two glasses of water.
Get back to us in the morning, I'm sorry for you're having a bad night.
I mean this.
be patient. 
Chill with a warm cup of milk and honey then go the hell to bed.
Tomorrow is a new day, a new start, one day at a time works. 
I'm in AA and, though I'm a liberal atheist, it taught me how to get and stay sober. In April, I'll have five years. (One Day at a Time, still... *sigh*) "Don't quit until the miracle happens!" It took me a really long time to "get it," and I keep going to meetings because I need to remember where drinking brought me... 
Checked out the self-deleted OP and he was definitely addressing the DUer who replied. But it is kinda nice that so many replied to this OP with messages of support. Didn't see the deleted OP, but hope this makes a difference... 
I know plenty of people who are still suffering, and it sucks. One nice thing about the internet as opposed to the way it used to be, is there's always someone, somewhere.
But if it's here on DU, chances are good that there are others around who will want to help, or at least sympathize. 
It gets better.
