Don't Just Celebrate the End of the Trump Era. Savor the Beginning of Something Better
On the morning the election was calledsleep-deprived from a marathon of watching Steve Kornacki explain ballot returns on color-coded mapsI felt a kind of happiness that I never want to feel again. The Trump era in the White House would soon be over.
I started crying at 11:24 a.m., when MSNBC made the official announcement, and I did not stop for hours. I felt the tight springs in my body, wound up and red hot, begin to release and cool. I felt relief washing through my veins and over my skin and deep in my stomach, over the tangle of knots that had gathered there for the past four years. I felt my existential depression begin to melt away and reveal a core of enduring hope. I felt, psychologically, the way I imagine it might feel to have your knees banged into tables and your toes stubbed by steps constantly for four years before suddenly experiencing the warm numbness that takes over to replace and cease that hurt. I felt the joy of reaching a long-awaited ending; there was no room for the euphoria of a new beginning.
Walking outside in downtown D.C. after the news was out was like waking up from a fitful sleep. An alarm rang out, and it didnt stop all daya symphony of car horns and strangers jubilant and shouting at each other. My ride-share driver told me it had been constant for a few hours everywhere he went. Ive never seen anything like this, he said. You might be my last ride for the day. I want to celebrate too.
Spontaneously made plans had me going to Dupont Circle to meet up with Virginia state delegate Danica Roemthe first trans person to be elected to a state legislature in American historyand there was nothing to see and hear but joy along the route. After four years of watching Donald Trump viciously attack everyone, from undocumented immigrants to members of the press to LGBTQ people to military families, there were a lot of us who wanted to make their elation known. The barrages of car horns were near and far, everywhere and unyielding. It sounded like a symphony.
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