It really was that bad.

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5. Great post Sof, it wasn't too long at all...

I'm sorry to hear you had such a painful past but it's good to hear you are finally starting to heal. In some ways I'm almost envious of those who have managed to make such breakthroughs. I have no traumatic past that I can point to as being a catalyst for my emotional problems. It seems mine are more subtle. I probably never quite matured correctly due to the way I have been raised but not due to any form of abuse. It makes it difficult to deal with your emotional problems when you can't point to some event or series of events as being seminal. I'm not downplaying what you experienced in any way shape or form, just trying to relate.