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xfundy

(5,105 posts)
8. Isn't it?
Mon Jan 30, 2012, 04:22 PM
Jan 2012

It's truly a horrible feeling. Another image I had was that if I was to be picked up like a pencil and broken in half, I would be black and sticky/oily on the inside. I'm not proud of saying that, and hope no one finds it bothersome, but it's exactly the way I felt at the time.

But the best part of the whole mess is coming through the other side of it. Of course it's an ongoing process for me, but it can be done.

Honestly, until it happened to me, I'd bought into the cultural lie that people who were clinically depressed were just lazy (!) or self-absorbed. Of course, now I know the truth, and am mad that we are still looked upon as (insert negative description here) and am determined to do something about the ignorance; it can happen to anyone.

Thank you for sharing your story about hope and change...... MindMover Jan 2012 #1
Thanks! xfundy Jan 2012 #3
Hey xfundy Tobin S. Jan 2012 #2
Looking forward to it. xfundy Jan 2012 #4
Yep, things can can better. I know that for sure. Tobin S. Jan 2012 #13
Sounds like a tough time. xfundy Jan 2012 #17
Glad to see you here Tobin mdmc Jan 2012 #6
Thank you very much Tobin S. Jan 2012 #12
nice mdmc Jan 2012 #14
walking chest deep in cold lead mdmc Jan 2012 #5
Isn't it? xfundy Jan 2012 #8
keep in touch mdmc Jan 2012 #15
I can tell that already. xfundy Jan 2012 #18
question about SAD mdmc Jan 2012 #22
It's better this year, so far. xfundy Jan 2012 #23
thanks for the reply mdmc Jan 2012 #24
thank you for sharing your story fizzgig Jan 2012 #7
It does! xfundy Jan 2012 #9
Great introduction! BeHereNow Jan 2012 #10
Thank you. xfundy Jan 2012 #11
Thanks-I will mail you if I need to, and yes you should share you book with us! BeHereNow Jan 2012 #16
OK, thanks xfundy Jan 2012 #19
Why not start a new thread expressly for your writing? BeHereNow Jan 2012 #20
OK, i'll start a new thread tomorrow. xfundy Jan 2012 #21
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