I just wanted to drop in and let you know that I think ..

[kanda]

3. thank you

I think YOU'RE amazing. Your words say what I feel so often. So many times I feel the need to talk/communicate with someone--anyone--but there are no words to express the heartache and emptiness I feel. I am learning to go on, and you say it so well--it's different. Not better, not what I want, but there it is. My son's birthday is tomorrow. I expect I'll be shedding a lot of tears. It's been 8 months, but it still feels like it just happened.

Thank you KC, orleans and all the rest of you here that have expressed support and know this road we travel. It's a road none of us wanted, none of us chose, and none of us would wish on others, but it's our journey nonetheless. And while I'm sorry we're traveling it together, I'm thankful we're together.

kanda