kozar
kozar's JournalWhy are these lines so long?
Early voting is everywhere, why wait until today ?
I simply, don't understand
Koz
I just woke,
From a rum induced nap, I see the snake Scott won Fla, ok, LilBit is no longer, a, matter,
The rest of the children like her, it pisses me off. Drive your loud trucks, play your loud stereo, turn without signal lights,, yeah, you cool.
I assisted in the middle east, I drive a Lincoln, my bills are paid, and I managed to raise, a challenged child.
Fuck you Rick Scott,,
Im already here.
Koz
Some sense of normal, whats for breakfast?
I ate my 2 eggs, tossed in a slice of cold pizza from last night.
Koz
Just sing a song today,
I choose this one;
https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&opi=89978449&url=https://www.youtube.com/watch%3Fv%3Dvww1H1zrA6k&ved=2ahUKEwiVqtTmk8WJAxUbHNAFHRRtB1gQ78AJegQIFRAB&usg=AOvVaw2JOQfuEcPB7LjNX6yepq0B
Enjoy today, we are, living in history .
I've got this feeling, today is the day.
Im just ,
Koz
I learned to drive, in a '64 Comet, my how times change
As we age.
My second car was a Plymouth Fury, with a 318 in it. Then, I fell in love, with an engine, my next, 2 cars, I didn't care how the body looked, I just wanted the 318.
Now, I drive a hybrid.
I would pay , way too much,today, for a Fury, with a 318, if, I had that kind of money.
Cars, are as much of our life ( older members) as the memories.
First date, first kiss, among other firsts,
The older members, here, will probably, remember,
The car.
Koz
Tips to remember as you age,
I can't find the page I read this on, but true, allow me to share, I'll paraphrase.
1. In your 30s, you are a super- hero, I have made , life.
2. 40's, Oops, my shoulder hurts, go to Doc.
3. 50s, singing 20 year old songs, to your children and grandchildren.
4.60s. You go to a party, with your mate, and think, "all theses younger people, are posers, can I go home and sleep?"
70s, my brain, is 10 years, ahead, of my body, I need a nap.
Such is life.
Koz
So, " new headlights",
Can reach up to half mile? What good are they, when you tailgate me, and dont, turn your brights off? Pass me, or back off, You'll just get caught up in my accident. Drive, while drive, text, while you walk.
( had to make a quick run to town, for LilGlad, this is what I dealt with.)
Rant over, very stressful drive.
Koz
In response to yesterday ( possible trigger)
I decided to make this a new post. I hope you all see,right decisions are hard.
But they need to be made.
I’m Still dealing with my medical emergency also, but , seeing her today, dressed in her clothes, moving herself around with her hands in a big back wheel wheelchair ( which I never saw her do before), made for a great day.
When I first saw her at the center, I was overwhelmed with questions. The Medical Director, Nursing Director, Therapy Director, I honestly couldn’t answer all the questions as fast as they were being asked.
Now, as we ( yes, we here at DU) process this journey. I see a Supreme Hand that guided me. Examples;
If I hadn’t made the decision to put her in care, I wouldn’t have been in a position to have help when I bled out. And she would have sat here , with a dead Koz, for how many days?
I wouldn’t have the direct line to DCFW Director of Investigation in Florida who told me, “ we will advocate for you and her, just call me if you have a problem.”
I wouldn’t know that none of my immediate family wouldnt call me, as I lay in ICU, after coding, because, they had a family wedding going on.
I guess what I’m saying is, Love Works!! Florida is not all about the Governor. Florida is still purple. Florida has people who still Love.
Florida, and people, in general, just need to learn love, from people like LilBit.
And I’m still learning from a young woman, who teaches me daily. Even though she isn’t here with me.
Love always wins, we here, know this.
I’ll be ok, I have great teachers about love.
Thank you DU Family,
Koz
This is wordy long, but I feel it fits here.
A long story, written by a simple man..
I asked myself often thru my 61 years, “ who am I?”
My employer would tell me one thing, my family would tell me one thing, my wife would tell me one thing, my daughter would tell me one thing. And then my friends would tell me one thing, online would tell me one thing. Preacher tells me another thing. They all wanted me to be who they were comfortable with.
Suddenly, I had a bunch of different answers for my one simple question. And almost none of those, answered my question. I realize, the answers only made them feel good. They did not even hear me. But they felt good telling me who I should be to make them comfortable.
When I realized this fact, I changed my attitude,
I took a direct approach, I started giving short, very pointed answers when I spoke to these people. Guess what??? Then the same people, wanted to know why I changed?
I am changed by them, it is the new humanity.
It is “ my answer to a question I never listened to, is the right answer.” time of the world.
The world is condensed to a short, strongly worded answer to a question never heard. Gotta say something that gets hits, hopefully goes viral.
Brings me to MSM and news. Companies deserve to make profit, MSM evolved from Walter Cronkite, Huntley and Brinkley, to CNN,FOX,MSNBC, etc etc. MSM evolved to the answers people, who ignored the question,and told the MSM an answer that made the answer more important than the question.
I have made a couple of those calls also, I was never perfect. Companies now know they have no responsibility to us. Because, no one has to hears the question anymore. The answer is all that matters.
So, I find, I have to answer my own question.
I am just a guy, my wife died. That happens to people everyday.
The best answer to my question, came from a 34 y/o woman who can’t talk, type or walk.
I am just her Dad.
We created our world. If you don’t know the question,, might be best to not give an answer.
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