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(20,876 posts)I am tired of life.
I live in severe chronic pain due to MS.
My life revolves around trying to get the medications I require to function and I am constantly drug tested to see if I am selling the medications I get.
It is a life filled with humiliations. Its gotten so bad that some people are not allowed to close the bathroom door when they go to collect a sample of urine to be tested. I've heard of other instances where people are watched while they piss in a cup.
Everything I do is a painful effort.
Right now I have some sort of a mysterious rash that has appeared on my hand and wrist that appears to be spreading. What it is it? Another MS joke or what? I don't know what it is and I am afraid to go to the health clinic out of fear of being exposed to the coronavirus.
So, yes, I hear you as I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired!
If it weren't for my beloved cats I think I would have given up by now and I'm too old to hope for a viable treatment or cure for this disease which has ruled my life since the mid-80s or longer which is more than half of my life. What a waste!