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vercetti2021

(10,156 posts)
Fri Aug 21, 2020, 08:53 PM Aug 2020

Am I a bad person? [View all]

I was at a paint class tonight and like Midway seeing how badly I was doing after not painting for almost 6 months. I started having severe panic and I didn't want to like get up and leave during the whole entire thing so I had somebody manufacturer an emergency so I could have an excuse to leave.

I offer to pay her but she didn't accept any money she just told me she would hold it for me next time.

I guess you could say my mental health turn me into a big asshole huh? Cuz it's such an asshole thing to do

But I was getting worse as I was sitting there with my mask on and breathing heavily and feeling still sick to my stomach

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Am I a bad person? [View all] vercetti2021 Aug 2020 OP
Nope never irisblue Aug 2020 #1
No you are not a bad person! SheltieLover Aug 2020 #2
Are these self-help videos? vercetti2021 Aug 2020 #10
Yes, they are. SheltieLover Aug 2020 #11
That's not at all an asshole thing to do, Vercetti ... mr_lebowski Aug 2020 #3
I'm glad to hear you took care of yourself. WhiteTara Aug 2020 #4
I feel like everything I have to do it has to be some kind of excuse vercetti2021 Aug 2020 #9
It's a common fallacy. WhiteTara Aug 2020 #12
Never would wish sickness on my dog vercetti2021 Aug 2020 #13
Bottom line WhiteTara Aug 2020 #14
So true. cwydro Aug 2020 #15
Me too, and now WhiteTara Aug 2020 #16
It is freedom. cwydro Aug 2020 #17
maybe look at it this way- ihas2stinkyfeet Oct 2020 #19
We all Timewas Aug 2020 #5
No, you are good. Many of us have isolated and are shy about going out. KY_EnviroGuy Aug 2020 #6
I've always been mediocre at painting vercetti2021 Aug 2020 #8
It's ok shenmue Aug 2020 #7
You did whst you had to. I suffer from panic attacks XanaDUer2 Sep 2020 #18
you sound normal to me. demigoddess Oct 2020 #20
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